Your Enjoyment: My Discomfort

Hollow heart,
shallow soal. . .

who did i take you for?
squeezing my eyelids shut,
hoping to God
i can trust someone.

All alone in solitude,
realizing how far i ran,
just to get away from you.

finally gone,
and resting peacefuly for eturnity.

why cant the rest of the world be this way?

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watching the sky change from black to blue

i try to sleep, and unwillingly dream of you

so tired yet so restless

hiding in my closterphobic fortress

still holdiing open my clueless eyes

wishing this would be the last time

ready
yet dreading
everything i once trusted,
but when i look
all i see
is dust across this planet.
i wish for more,
but seem to be less.
i try to make myself fit,
but seem too far out of place.
if only your eyes saw what mine do,
if only you could see
this place for what it really is.
maby then you would understand,
possible you wouldnt be so distant. . .

i wish to be away,
in some kind of peaceful place,
somewhere to ease the strain.
the every day struggles eat me away.

perhaps i shall lay in a coffin,
waiting for the end of exuastion.
the maggets shall fest,
and at my least
be watching you live you life happily.

for some reason i come to think
when i am away
the lights seem brighter,
and the birds actually sing.
there is no chaos:
just blind contagious love
that i couldnt amagine even aproaching me.

i see the autum leaves shimmer,
i await to slumber in the spring,
i scream past the empty winter,
and drownd each day in the summer seas.

my sorrow surrounds me:
thats how you see me.
feeling me enter a room
is at the peak of your nightmares.
for i am an avalanch
breaking the soft air.

good poetry

emosroc wrote: good poetry

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