what is it like to be alone?

what is it like to be alone?
being alone to me is peaceful but painful. it makes you realize things sometimes better not known.
Like maybe who your real friends are.
i dont even know whyy i am here to be honest
im usually with my friends but not today not so much .
i dont really get whyy when people fall in love
there is more pain then happiness, more tears then smiles.
i just know i am one from experience.
the amount of times i thought of ending my own life only to think. what will i miss?
so i leave it to see what id miss and i answer my question. everywhere i look i see memories but memoires are to be thought not lived and you can never return to them. i dont know meanings to life and love. i am only half that wish they knew. the other half are content but sometimes question...
i wish for things that i feel would change some small thing no matter how small but to imagine voices and laughter is that of a different thing.
i only wish i wasnt as alone as i was. its stupid and its cold and i know it could be better but a part of me wishes it wouldnt change. i know i'll never be with the people i love but i always have memories no matter how unlived then are.
some love isnt even real. memories are made pruly because then there is something to look back on.
im to far away now whats the point.
you dont need to try if you already have it.
but what if you never had it to begin with?

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I'm always surrounded by beautiful, willing ladies.

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everyone dies alone

KittensKill wrote: everyone dies alone

Then why should some of us live alone?

CreepingRoses wrote:

KittensKill wrote: everyone dies alone

Then why should some of us live alone?

you cant live with your folks forever

When you think about what it's like to be alone...maybe you should try to realize the people who surround you. I know this is hypocritical of me to say, but there are those who think well of you. Mine...are at church. That is why I enjoy Sundays! But I do feel alone. A lot. Aaaand...I am not completely sure why! I just feel hollow, empty. Etc.

And I am sure not everyone dies alone...

That's the truth.

Zephirine wrote: And I am sure not everyone dies alone...

death is a solitary thing
its personal.

Okay, maybe your right Kittenskill. Or...maybe not. You can die with someone, and not feel alone.

Zephirine wrote: Okay, maybe your right Kittenskill. Or...maybe not. You can die with someone, and not feel alone.

who are you to say how you feel?
the final moments are alone.

What do you mean??

You cannot die with someone
You can die at the same time
But you will always be alone in death

KittensKill wrote:

CreepingRoses wrote:

KittensKill wrote: everyone dies alone

Then why should some of us live alone?

you cant live with your folks forever

I never said you should, but surely if death has to be alone, life should be (for some) with someone. A balance.

Hi

Some times being alone is nice as long as it is your choice.
I do enjoy my private time so I can think about things but some times being alone is very lonely.

Chris

being alone literally is not so bad, because you don't necessarily FEEL alone. you can "all alone" in the forest, living like a wolf, and be happy because of the nature around you, or even the rocks...

what is bad is being alone in your mind. even if surrounded by others, you can still be alone.