I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me ...okay besides being pregnant I know before then I had mood changes and they are still happening I thought you know puberty and eventually it will go away instead it has gotten worse!
There is a time period where I feel great for no reason at all (Which I don't mind) I feel really creative and I get stuff done and I enjoy peoples company. Then there are those periods within those weeks where a couple hours within it where I feel like not getting out of bed all I wanna do is sleep I cry easily for no reason at all then I can't even go to school (I skip a lot) and when I go to school I feel drunk or when you smoke weed and your all disoriented because I become overwhelmed and I start swearing a lot in school, to my sister, to my friends, try not to near the teacher cause I'm all anxiety and shit. Then a couple minutes later I'm pissed off I'm mad for no reason and I can be extremely violent that's how I feel right now actually but before I felt great snuggled up to my animals then it switched a bit and I got all depressed and shit then now I'm all pissed off for no reason at all besides being violent I get aggressive just in general.
Can some one help me what is wrong? And what I can do to get over it? FYI: I can't take any meds cause I am pregnant !
What'd ya think?
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What'd ya think?
by sultryinpink on 11-03-2009 12:58 pm
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by sultryinpink on 11-03-2009 1:04 pm
But its happened before I got pregnant the mood swings and they where just as bad I used to drink way too much, cut and do drugs and not weed or other drugs but I'm talking like blow I stopped since i been pregnant could it be because of that?
but even so before I got on the dope and booze I still had these mood swings and the problem is that except for now (I force myself not to) I always self inflicted or self abused myself during the mood swings not just cutting or abusing drugs and drinking or smoking like a chimney but by starving myself running away from home...etc.
but even so before I got on the dope and booze I still had these mood swings and the problem is that except for now (I force myself not to) I always self inflicted or self abused myself during the mood swings not just cutting or abusing drugs and drinking or smoking like a chimney but by starving myself running away from home...etc.
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by L on 11-03-2009 1:10 pm
Sounds like you need therapy.
Do it now, before your violence takes overhand and you hurt your child.
Do it now, before your violence takes overhand and you hurt your child.
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