Weird OCD stuff that you do

flowmo wrote: What kind of weird, OCD, stuff do you do? (OCD = obsessivecompulsive disorder)

I live by the time on microwave stuff like hot pockets..... if I put a something in the microwave for 2 minutes, and come back and there's 10 seconds left, I can't make myself open the microwave and get it out.. I'll like sit there and wait.... even if there's 4 seconds left, like 4 seconds is going to make any sort of difference.. even like something in the oven that's been in there for like 30 minutes, if there's like 30 seconds I'm going to sit there waiting like it's magically going to be done when the timer goes off

and it drives me nuts when people don't wait.. I want to like grab their hand and tell them no.. lol

I also flip through the channels over and over late at night, like something decent is going to magically come on.....

flowmo wrote: What kind of weird, OCD, stuff do you do? (OCD = obsessivecompulsive disorder)

I live by the time on microwave stuff like hot pockets..... if I put a something in the microwave for 2 minutes, and come back and there's 10 seconds left, I can't make myself open the microwave and get it out.. I'll like sit there and wait.... even if there's 4 seconds left, like 4 seconds is going to make any sort of difference.. even like something in the oven that's been in there for like 30 minutes, if there's like 30 seconds I'm going to sit there waiting like it's magically going to be done when the timer goes off

and it drives me nuts when people don't wait.. I want to like grab their hand and tell them no.. lol

I also flip through the channels over and over late at night, like something decent is going to magically come on.....

SexInTheMorguex wrote: mkayy.
soo if your coloring and you forget to color like a word.. or a letter.. or idk just forget to put a design were its supposed to be and there's a blank spot that drives me INSANE.
and like when i shave my legs i have to make sure i get every single hair on my leg so like ill sit in the shower checking my legs to make sure
and i feel soo stupid just like going over and over my legs to see if there completly shaved.
but i cant help it.

SexInTheMorguex wrote: and at night when im like lying in bed and i cant sleep i will get my cell phone and go through my contacts like 30 times just looking at the people i have in my phone when ive seen in over a million times...

im weird.
lol

flowmo wrote: What kind of weird, OCD, stuff do you do? (OCD = obsessivecompulsive disorder)

I live by the time on microwave stuff like hot pockets..... if I put a something in the microwave for 2 minutes, and come back and there's 10 seconds left, I can't make myself open the microwave and get it out.. I'll like sit there and wait.... even if there's 4 seconds left, like 4 seconds is going to make any sort of difference.. even like something in the oven that's been in there for like 30 minutes, if there's like 30 seconds I'm going to sit there waiting like it's magically going to be done when the timer goes off

and it drives me nuts when people don't wait.. I want to like grab their hand and tell them no.. lol

I also flip through the channels over and over late at night, like something decent is going to magically come on.....

sally wrote: i have to check something three or four times a lot since ill be scared if i dont itll blow up or start a fire or something and my whole fam will die.
through my life i have heard voices in my mind telling me if i dont touch this or press my hand on that i will go to hell or i will die in seven days or i will break a bone. then it makes me keep going back and touching it, and i keep going back to touch it.
i cannot stand to look at myself unless i look pretty and have all my makeup on. i will avoid all mirrors and just today i freakd out cuz the light was on in the bathroom so i could see myself so i was like blindly trying to flip the light switch.
i get scared at random times that something bad is happening.
i am veeery afraid of germs.
if i have something on my face, then i start freaking out and fidgeting and having a panic attack. that happened at a restaurant on friday.
i am always scared if i was putting something from proactiv on my face (they have salicylic acid and benzoyl peroxide) and then wash my hands that i didnt wash good enough and that i will go blind when i take out my contacts.
if my makeup isnt just so then ill feel like an ugly bitch and feel awful and ugly all day long.
my psychologist forbids me to carry around a mirror at school. because if i do then ill keep looking at it and keep seeing myself as worse and worse until i start panicking.
i will do something then worry i didnt do it right and freak out and wonder if itll mess everything up or everyone will die or things will blow up.
i was diagnosed w/ ocd soo...

r u on meds?

sally wrote:

r u on meds?

sorry, when i saw that i giggled. but no. im not...but my bitchy therapist wants me to see a psychiatrist just in case i need it.

but note i said bitchy therapist. so she makes me so squirmy in my seat when i see her that i forget most of everything and she doesnt know a lot of the stuff ^above. so i think i do need meds. lol.

like, seriously though i am always in fear of my life. even though ive tried to committ suicide before. since my mom is makin me do winter cheer, i am soooo scared since im a flyer that they are gonna drop me and i'll die. last year, i went to bed every night wondering if i would see that same time in the next night. i was just freakishly scared, also about getting injuries, esp. if i had to wear a sling. for some reason, slings have always freaked the living i shit out of me and i have never told anyone, any living soul whatsoever this before so if i got injured in a way that i had to wear a sling i would probably get so scared id kill myself.

and at night when im like lying in bed and i cant sleep i will get my cell phone and go through my contacts like 30 times just looking at the people i have in my phone when ive seen in over a million times...

im weird.
lol