The VENT THREAD (2)
fucker at my shool called a good friend of mine a worthless peice of shit.. he died last year and i miss him
... i haate that ass who said that...

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blaqk6fire6inside6 - Fresh Meat
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blaqk6fire6inside6 - Fresh Meat
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- Location: under ur porch, cuz i love u!
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Raikudemon - Heaven's a lie.
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Bethan - Get Down
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Munchkin - Brownies.
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rockitemokid - You got me.
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Senza andata né ritorno
io consumo un'altro giorno
confinandomi di niente
tanto il niente è quello che hai lasciato dietro te
Senza andata né ritorno
sto sprecando un'altro giorno in più
per vivere e ricominciare
per sognare un cielo azzurro all'orizzonte senza nuvole
sognare un cielo azzurro all'orizzonte senza nuvole.
io consumo un'altro giorno
confinandomi di niente
tanto il niente è quello che hai lasciato dietro te
Senza andata né ritorno
sto sprecando un'altro giorno in più
per vivere e ricominciare
per sognare un cielo azzurro all'orizzonte senza nuvole
sognare un cielo azzurro all'orizzonte senza nuvole.
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Raikudemon - Heaven's a lie.
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rockitemokid - You got me.
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I think we both act like this out of politeness and to keep up an image, neither of us really care.
Edit: Man, I'm feeling pretty shitty right now.
I need a confidence boost, even though I wouldn't believe it, being flirted with right now would feel good.
I' really sick of people thinking it's okay to hurt and abuse me, I'm a person too with feelings, and I get hurt by peoples actions. Think before you act, think of someone other than yourself.
I'm starting to be so completely skeptical, simply because of how much it's thrown around, and treated like it's nothing. Love is such an intense and unstable emotional, and it makes me so angry when every 14 year old thinks they can actually comprehend something like that.
Watching it portrayed in movies, or reading about it in books doesn't make me believe in it more, it makes me even more skeptical because it shows me how fucking easy it is to fake.
Edit: Man, I'm feeling pretty shitty right now.
I need a confidence boost, even though I wouldn't believe it, being flirted with right now would feel good.
I' really sick of people thinking it's okay to hurt and abuse me, I'm a person too with feelings, and I get hurt by peoples actions. Think before you act, think of someone other than yourself.
I'm starting to be so completely skeptical, simply because of how much it's thrown around, and treated like it's nothing. Love is such an intense and unstable emotional, and it makes me so angry when every 14 year old thinks they can actually comprehend something like that.
Watching it portrayed in movies, or reading about it in books doesn't make me believe in it more, it makes me even more skeptical because it shows me how fucking easy it is to fake.
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Venus - Why is a raven like a writing desk?
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Cramps HURT!
I don't care what the male gender says when we bitch about it, I want to see you go through it.
You'd run off to your mommy.
I don't care what the male gender says when we bitch about it, I want to see you go through it.
You'd run off to your mommy.
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rockitemokid - You got me.
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RE: The VENT THREAD (2)
At night I can hear him breathing in the other room. Sometimes it prevents my sleep. Sometimes it fills my head with gasmask-ridden people who want nothing more than to imbedden needles in my fearful flesh.
I don't want to leave him.
I don't want to leave him.
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ashliebby - Scene Kid
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Why Are People Such Assholes.
Thinking Their So Damn Hot And Think They Own You.
Back The Fuck Off ...
Thinking Their So Damn Hot And Think They Own You.
Back The Fuck Off ...
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xMaybeMemoriesx - Live To Be Different.
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*sigh*
What do you not get about I want to go into MEDICINE and not MUSIC.
I love music, but you can't seriously guilt trip me into it, that would ruin it for me.
And you know what mom? I would love to take a class with kids my own age, and I KNOW that the college is more convienant and I would learn more there, but I have newer been with people my own age, so fuck you.
My WHOLE LIFE has been abnormal; Between Christopher, and dad, and you, and amanda and nick, and the homeschooling thing, and the death and all of that fucking shit, I just want to be NORMAL for once.
I want to go to school, hate it, and come home and have a cup of coffee.
It's not that I hate this life, I just have never had the other one, and if you force me to go to college early, I'll never be able to see it.
So please, PLEASE, help me.
You want me to get out of the house more, forcing me to do YOUR hobbies isn't going to help.
You want me to be HAPPY, what you want is for me to do your definition of happy.
I just want to be normal.
I've already done the college thing, but I just want to be around people my own age.
Why don't you grasp that that factors in?
The courses there seem AMAZING, but I'd have to take them with people who are a 5-10 years older than me.
Do you not see?
You call me reclusive, guess why?
I've never been with people my own age.
Always sophisticated, always advanced.
Always so far from normal, I forget how to act normal.
I just want normal.
Please.
What do you not get about I want to go into MEDICINE and not MUSIC.
I love music, but you can't seriously guilt trip me into it, that would ruin it for me.
And you know what mom? I would love to take a class with kids my own age, and I KNOW that the college is more convienant and I would learn more there, but I have newer been with people my own age, so fuck you.
My WHOLE LIFE has been abnormal; Between Christopher, and dad, and you, and amanda and nick, and the homeschooling thing, and the death and all of that fucking shit, I just want to be NORMAL for once.
I want to go to school, hate it, and come home and have a cup of coffee.
It's not that I hate this life, I just have never had the other one, and if you force me to go to college early, I'll never be able to see it.
So please, PLEASE, help me.
You want me to get out of the house more, forcing me to do YOUR hobbies isn't going to help.
You want me to be HAPPY, what you want is for me to do your definition of happy.
I just want to be normal.
I've already done the college thing, but I just want to be around people my own age.
Why don't you grasp that that factors in?
The courses there seem AMAZING, but I'd have to take them with people who are a 5-10 years older than me.
Do you not see?
You call me reclusive, guess why?
I've never been with people my own age.
Always sophisticated, always advanced.
Always so far from normal, I forget how to act normal.
I just want normal.
Please.
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rockitemokid - You got me.
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Raikudemon - Heaven's a lie.
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