misery released into every fiber of my flesh
and worthless being.
an empty soul waiting to be set free into heaven.
destined to be 6 feet underground;
rotting beneath the feet who walk over my grave;
the ones who drove me to death.
a suicide in the making.
my 18 minutes will be up.
x marks the spot.
across my heart.
where i shall place the ruthless blade.
until then. I am captivated in this hell.


fuck this life;
nothing left here for me.
just people who claim they care
but they don't.
if they did they would let me die
and fly to a place where i will be loved.
because right now i am miserable.
everyday kills.
i can't sleep
i can't eat.
i don't know what to do anymore.
i can only turn to the blade
or the constant reminders i'm not welcome here.
i don't have a family.
i dont have a home.
i dont have friends.
i don't have a life.

anymore.