Strawberry Switchblade wrote: It sounds like you guys both need breathing room. You guys erupted and now things are cooling down. Try to work back in with them slowly, if that i the method you'd prefer to take.

As for new friends, you put yourself down too much. Seriously. Work on your self esteem and friends will come to you easier.

chrissers wrote: To be honest, I'm not one for forums, or putting my problems out in the open for everybody to see, but in this case, I guess I could make an exception.

Recently, for the past month or so, my ''best friends'' haven't exactly been the best friends I have known for years.
They basically abandoned me when I needed them the most, and then we ended up in a big fight comparing each other's lives, although, it turns out that one of their lives isn't all hat different than mine. But after that, we apologized and said we were fine, but however, we haven't spoken since then. They ignore me still, which was basically what the whole thing was about, and so now, I don't know what to do about it.
I spilled my guts apologizing for anything that I have done which could've effected them in one way or another, and I have people telling me to ''get new friends''. I don't know about you people, but, that's very hard, considering the fact that I complain too much, I space off, I'm self-destructive, I'm ugly, and mos of all, everybody I really know, believes I'm the biggest freak on planet earth.
And aside from the whole friends thing, everything else you could imagine has been going downhill; fast.

I honestly don't know what to do anymore, I've been hysterically crying myself to sleep a night, and quite frankly, I'm sick of it.

I need help.

chrissers wrote:

Strawberry Switchblade wrote: It sounds like you guys both need breathing room. You guys erupted and now things are cooling down. Try to work back in with them slowly, if that i the method you'd prefer to take.

As for new friends, you put yourself down too much. Seriously. Work on your self esteem and friends will come to you easier.

I suppose so, although, they've kind of always bugged me, and they basically tried to control my life, which is part of the reason we were fighting anyways, but I guess I should just let things cool down, because if I don't, I'd have nearly no one in real life. /: