Something I wrote a while ago.

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Something I wrote a while ago.

by casperONFIRE on 09-30-2008 5:42 am

I never titled it, I just wrote it.
I feel like sharing.
I don't feel like this anymore, though. I worked through those issues(thank you therapy lol)

Sometimes I wonder where it went
Why my mind is twisted and bent
Why I enjoy the suffering of others
Why I try to hurt sisters and brothers

Sometimes I wonder if I'm sick
If I should try and take my pick
Between the cushioned room
Or my self inflicted gloom

If a decision I was forced to make
It would be my gloom I take
Because while I suffer inside
It gets easier every passing year to hide

My only escape that I know
Is to hurt those who love me so
Because for if they love me they look inside
And they see the beast I try to hide

And so I push them all away
And smile alone every day
Knowing it is best for those few I care for
To protect them from my evil core.

"You push it, stretch it, it'll never be enough. You kick at it, beat it, it'll never cover any of us. From the moment we enter crying to the moment we leave dying, it will just cover your face as you wail and cry and scream."