Alright, here's yet another sad one for yuhh.
I'm not much for online relationships.
But I was in one.
For a day short of two months.
Somehow, she ended up being one of the best things that had ever happened to me.
True, the relationship was moving fast.
But I actually wanted to marry her. This was true love. It felt amazing.. it felt real. And it was real enough to make me happy, for the time being. Most of you would simply state to me, "Oh, you're just a teeganer, you don't know what love is, you're too young to understand", etc. The truth is, I grew up too fast. I do understand love. And it kills me, because the girls I tend to be interested in... don't.
She and I met on IMVU. Some of you may be familiar with it. And on the website, you can join these "groups"- basically, bunches of forums about various things. She joined one that was related to looking for relationships. At that point, we had been dating for maybe 4 weeks (around one month.) I had begun to feel uneasy, but I brushed it off and continued to love her unconditionally.
Things went on for a bit, and she began to be absent from the computer for weeks at a time. It made me miserable.
Still, being the steadfast lover I am, I continued to love her.
Now, on our IMVU profiles, we can select a user to put in our "Special Someone" sections, about... well, our special someones. Of course, we were in each others, but she had added an additional person to hers-- a guy.

My worst fear in our relationship was that she would leave me for a guy. She was bisexual.

She became intensely confused, but after talking to me, she realized that her love for me was real, and that her love for him wasn't. She also promised that she would never hurt me again. That promise was broken two weeks later.

She fell in love with a different guy.. a guy who reminded me of myself. He is intelligent, kind, sweet; all the qualities that both people I date and my friends claim that I have.

She told me the night I figured out that they loved each other..
"Emily, I am so, so sorry.. but I don't think I am bisexual anymore.."

Great way to end a relationship, eh? :/
But what perplexed me was that I had done nothing wrong in our relationship. I'm not acting innocent.. I devoted all my time to her, I loved her honestly and purely..
But she left me for this guy.
I have tried my hardest to be forgiving here.. but this just occured a few days ago.
And I honestly don't know if I ever will come to forgive her.
Because she immediately felt fine.
My friends saw me cry Friday night at the highschool football game, which scared them. I'm always the "sweet, happy girl" who they adore. And they all told me that she didn't deserve me.
I don't know what to think, what to say, or even what to do now.
It really feels as if she reached into my chest and ripped my very heart out.

1st of all- when people open this thread up, all we see is a wall of text. it's hard. i normally just wouldn't read it, but if you want responses, you should work to make ur posts shorter from now on.

2nd- that girl probably doesn't know what she's missing, but there's not much you can do if someone wants to stop a relationship. Try your hardest to let go. Try not to work up fantacies in your head about her coming back because they will just hurt you more. She's not bi, and you can't change that. Good luck feeling better. smiley face