With the razor kissed wrists
this is my bright red scream
as I press down harder blood begins to surface
I convince myself "you don't feel pain, forget it, it's worth it"
You convince yourself that there is no pain
I try to forget
it's just my sick little game
there's white ones, red ones, fresh ones too
I'm ashamed of what I do
As time goes by they get harder to hide
more and more skin with scars on the outside
Hide them with long sleeved shirts, it covers them up but doesn't take away the hurt
It hurts the same when nobody knows; it's just the way it goes
Cut to feel alive, it's something I know is real
It's something I wish I could hide, something I didn't have to feel
When things get too bad it's first instinct to just cut away
Cut away, make some new scars to just get through the day
This time it got out of hand, cut too deep and can hardly stand
Losing way too much blood and I begin to fall
This will be my little secret, I won't say anything at all

if this is a poem or a sing
its in the wrong forum
but its still fucking awesome.

i can really relate to this one.
its sad.
but dead up true..
<3

ohhhh....my gosh..


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normally i would move it to the poetry section, but im not cuz i want more ppl to see it.
moderators, please dont move it? pleeez?

So do you guys actually like it?

I wrote this. I wrote this when I used to be a cutter.
It explains everything that I was going through and exactly how I feel.

as for me, i dont like it i love it.
its so HONEST. and ppl really need that once in a while.

Awe! Well, I'm very glad that you love it .

I'm the queen of honesty, I tell it the way it is. I don't sugar coat anything. I think it's exactly what people need .

Everyone keeps telling me how "great" of a writer I am.
2 of my teachers told me that I should get published, that's how good I am.
What I wrote there, is absolutely nothing compared to some of my other work.

posttt ittt theeeennnn

and send ur stuff into as many contests as you can find
i sent my shit in to this one little thing i saw as an ad on myspace, and now im a published author
and yes. the world would be nothing but hot air and shit if it wasnt for ppl like u.

I want to become a published author so bad. I'm actually in the middle of writing a book at the moment.
And....
People like me?

well, the faster u get ur stuff out there, the faster it'll happen.

by ppl like u i mean ppl who arent afraid to be honest (RLY good thing)...since like SO many are
luckily, most of them are preps so we dont have to worry about them
but ehhhh i hate it anyways

Haha, I hate it too.

We just have to not let them get to us, they really aren't worth it.
We are the "true" emo and they are just going to have to live with that.
We are the ones that made emo what it is today.
Not them

yessssss
*cyber high five*

u no what
i feel like they're bound by their fashion
like they can only wear dark clothes and listen to emo/dark music

but i wear pink when i want to, and i like cascada and the killers along with i am ghost and atreyu and such.

*high fives back*

See, we true emos can pretty much wear what we want and people still know that we are emo.
When you're a poser, you feel as if you are made to wear only black, but that's when they get confused with goth.
Which is completely different .

that's def. true
cept i was wearing like...all black the end of last year and the beginning of this year and during the summer. but i get a feeling that was because of my depression and suicidal tendencies...yeh.

haha. the beginning of this year my mom was like for school pics "find a red or grey shirt!" and i was like "okay, mom, no problem." then i went to my room and searched for a half hour, and i was weirded out i couldnt find a red or grey shirt, then i realized that lately i had been wearing nothing but black 0.o it was shocking as lame as that sounds

sally wrote: ohhhh....my gosh..


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normally i would move it to the poetry section, but im not cuz i want more ppl to see it.
moderators, please dont move it? pleeez?

Sally.. why dont you move it?? you can move it and still will be here!!!!!

Haha so you didn't find a shirt?

I've been wearing a bit of color lately.
I'm still the "scene girl" at school lol