vana's writings.

Sweet words never to be spoken.
This heart will never be heard,
It will always be broken.
These words I choke on everyday
In my throat they'll forever remain.
In silence i break.
In solitude i fade.
In failure i cry in vain.
In three seconds i loved you
These three words will never reach your ears -
I LOVE YOU.

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We're just one kiss away from downfall
Our death just within reach
Nowhere else to go but into each other's arms
Our hearts the only things we keep.
One glance,instantly we're paralyzed
Run into my arms and cry
Let these bittersweet tears roll down our eyes.
Run away my dear,
Run til our past is nowhere in sight.

Her shattered heart.
Her broken wings.
The tears she shed.
She can't escape this.
In sorrow she dwells.
Smudged lipstick.
Bleeding mascara.
No amount of of make up could curtain her woes.
With her tired lungs she breathes.
Silently she chokes on her fears.
The pain no one can ease.
And the rain falls eternally.
Drowning her heartbeat.
Soaking her pale skin.
Forever she hides.
Forever she bleeds.
Forever she'll fly on broken wings.

Four-inch stilettos walking across the room
That DVF dress and that spray-tanned glow
I read the blogs sweetie,
We all know it's you.
Lies,lies, and lies from the very start
It never comes easy, darling.
A lot more than a handful of scandals and broken hearts.
Climb your excruciating way up in heels, you know yo want to.
In one nation there's only one queen, i'm sure they told you.
Hold on to your rope of fame before someone cuts it for you.
Gear up, baby.
These Jimmy Choos are gonna walk all over you.

Your sweet smiles slice my wrist
These words will never escape my lips
In my arms you'll never be
Your face it hurts to see
In this abyss of despair i'm slowly falling
Your eyes tear me into pieces
Tears are slowly dripping
My heart is slowly melting
My dreams all fade into nothing.
Alone in this corner i drown in my tears
Patiently i watch as you're slowly fading.

I can't look at the sky,
The stars are only pretty when i'm with you
I don't want to see them
My eyes are blind to beauty without you.
I'm here alone, screaming your name
But you failed to hear me
So i just slit my throat open to end my pain.

I'll let these tears fall down just for you
These little cuts on my arm
I made them just for you.
They're little notes to keep me reminded
Of every pain you gave me
And how you left me bruised and wounded.

My love you failed to adress
Tears slowly flood my consciousness
My heart dwells in failure
Only in my dreams i'l feel your kiss.

Your smile is a masterpiece
Like glass shards that slash my wrist
I know you don't feel the same
To you i don't exist.

Your eyes are the epitome of beauty
My heart slowly rots inside of me
I know you'll never be mine
I'll just lie to myself for all eternity.

i enjoy writing and reading poetry, and your poems can relate to me. do you cut yourself- - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - if you do dont cut too deep i want you to keep writing

haha....thanks...


no, i dont cut myself. i can only take emotional pain, n
i have more actually, i'm just tired of typing...
maybe next time i'll post more....

Hit the lights, we're slowly fading
In each other's arms we disappear
We won't ever hear anything
Everything they say means nothing now.
Slowly the curtains close us in
We will leave everything
I feel their eyes moving away
Stay with me right here
We won't hear what they'll say
As we're fallin down
We won't regret
We'll forget our fears
We'll survive this world of pain and tears
Tonight will live on in our scarred hearts
Forever as we breathe
You are the sweetest sin i'll ever commit.