poems by SwEetxXxMisERy...

soo this is the first thing i've ever written
i wrote it a few months ago venting
and i felt the need for someone to see it
so if it sucks... well to bad

Can't u hear my screaming
just searching for a reason
i've become so numb
Just put ur arms around me
and hold onto me tightly
so i can know that i'm alive

I need to break this nightmare
this never ending cycle
the dark that lives inside my head
So show me how to feel
tell me that it's real
that it's not another dream

This screaming voice of treason
pushing out all other reason
telling me it's no use to be alive
So show me how to feel
tell me that it's real
so i can stop the screaming
and learn to live again

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That was really good
Keep writing!!!!!

hehe! damn i love it... i can relate with this... ^^ btw keep it up...

thx for the comments
i've just written this one
if u like it tell me if not... welll i'm new at writing so give me a break ^_^

Though surrounded by people
i feel so alone
your standing right there
in the midst of the crowd
but i'm on my own
i scream and scream
but u can't hear
i reach for u
but u don't see
i'm trapped in this box
in my own little cage
i try to break out
but i can't in my rage
finally u see and
catch a glimpse of my pain
u ask me whats wrong
whats the cause of my rage
and though all i have wanted
time and again
is to tell my all
but i can't form the words
to explain my own problems
i realized u walk in the light
and i can't be so selfish
as to drag u down here
to this pit of sorrow
where light dare not enter
and none may escape

wow that's awesome.... keep on writing...

with this bleeding heart i seek
all of which i can not keep
all that has been torn away
all of which is dead and grey
its all of this i mourn
in a dark and hungry storm
a storm which hungers for my life
and turns my world to black and white
in this colorless world i see
with shock at how bright can be
this color red which flows from me
down my wrist to pool below
farewell this world
to the next hello


*i don't really like this one... but i thought id post it anyway

this emptiness i'm feeling
i can't find a reason
why did everything go gray
all thats inside me
everything around me
its all disappeared
my whole world is empty
my hearts turned to stone
this coldness it grips me
it won't let go
the blackness it blinds me
it keep me alone
i search for a savior
for a light in this mist
but all that i find
is a knife to my wrist
i stop n i wonder
can i take my own life
all it would take
is one slash of the knife
keep going i thought
theres no point to stay here
all thats left in this place
is rage, hate, n fear
this is my escape
my only way out
i know that now
without shadow of doubt
when i cross this blade
and my wrist
i'll find peace at last...

i need ur kiss
on my lips
i need ur arms
to hold me tight
but ur not here
to hold me together
now ive fallen to pieces
never to remember
all the good things in life
and all thats ahead
ive put my trust
in this blade instead
cause unlike u
its always been my friend...

why cant i be a part of this world
why am i always cast aside, left alone
while others enjoy life
im on my own
to sit in the dark
while the others play
its torture in the worst
i hate my life to this day
but no more i swear
i shall find my own way
out to the sun
where the others laugh and dance
out in the sun
i search for my chance
to be a part of this world
that has forgotten me
part of this world
where i was meant to be...

Great job on all of them

thats it
shes gone
shes dead to me

it took
so long
for me to see

that what
i crave
just can not be

a love
so true
it blinds the soul

for i
loved you
but did not know

that this
to you
was just a game

and now
i die
to kill the shame

because
your gone
from my life

i put
my trust
back in my knife

i cut
once more
and now again

but i
cant seem
to stop the pain

deeper
now
i must be free

from
this world
of misery

as red
bleeds out
from wrist to floor

i close
my eyes
forevermore...

this tiredness im feelin
i cant find a reason
for the film behind my eyes

it shrouds my days in darkness
it wont let me find
the energy the light
of the world outside...

but out there is fearsome
theres hurt fear and pain
here its safe
im sheltered from the rain

so i stay in this blindness
i chose not to fight
i lose myself entirely
to the empty dark night

i can't believe it
i said no more
i thought i put it away
forevermore
but here it is
held to my wrists
as i make
a few more slits
i swore id stop
id stay away
but i cant stop this pain
any other way
so here i am
knife in hand
ive given up
the fight today...

i can't stop the chaos
that swirls around me
it spins me and throws me
like a raging sea
im swimming and swimming
but to no avail
i can't break the surface
i fear i will fail
to shake the cool grip
that holds me under
to take another breath
before i surrender
to the icy dark
all around me
and be buried deep
beneath the cruel sea

xxxbrittanyxxx wrote: Great job on all of them

And I will say it again ^__^