As I lay in bed at night,
I think of him, holding me tight.
I feel his arms,
Around my waist,
I dream of him,
Making no haste.
If only he was here,
With me in bed,
“If only he was here”,
That’s all I said.
Crying silently,
He texts me why,
I text him back,
Saying only lies.
Without his touch,
Without his feel,
I promise to never,
Eat a meal.
I eat no more,
Starving for you,
I cry all day,
I say boo-hoo.
My meds look good,
My meds look nice,
I down the bottle,
Not thinking twice.
To the hospital,
My dad crying,
They ask me why,
I lay there dying.
Wishing you would come,
I get my stomach pumped,
My body feels horrid,
Like its been dumped.
As I lay in bed at night,
I dream of him, holding me tight.
I think of him, holding me tight.
I feel his arms,
Around my waist,
I dream of him,
Making no haste.
If only he was here,
With me in bed,
“If only he was here”,
That’s all I said.
Crying silently,
He texts me why,
I text him back,
Saying only lies.
Without his touch,
Without his feel,
I promise to never,
Eat a meal.
I eat no more,
Starving for you,
I cry all day,
I say boo-hoo.
My meds look good,
My meds look nice,
I down the bottle,
Not thinking twice.
To the hospital,
My dad crying,
They ask me why,
I lay there dying.
Wishing you would come,
I get my stomach pumped,
My body feels horrid,
Like its been dumped.
As I lay in bed at night,
I dream of him, holding me tight.
