oh dear.......
i had a complete spaz - out
i almost killed myself. i was thinking how shit thhings where getting and started laying into my wrists. and started blleding worse than if u just cut. and i started going dizzy and was stopping the bleeding.
and now i just dont know why.....
mental breakdown
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mental breakdown
by All Just A Bad Dream on 12-03-2007 8:23 am
They found you covered up in blood,
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Face first in a tale of awkward love.
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by MetalSuicide on 12-03-2007 8:33 pm
Oh no. Please you have to stop and talk to someone, and I know I'm a hypocrit because I hate talking to other people, but if you keep things inside then your going to rage out again and hurt yourself or do something your going to regret.
Just tell a freind, someone you can trust a councellor who be your best choice but that can get a bit complicated to hide from your parents if you don't want them knowing.
PLease don't do anything like that, there are better things and I've felt exactly like you before and I went to go see a councellor (not my choice) and I swear it's helped, and I've stopped cutting.
If you feel like you have to do something to release the stress go and do something that isn't going to endanger yourself, because bleeding non-stop is NOT fun at all. Even if you HAVE to cut yourslef don't do it in a dangerous area, I cut a vein once and my parents found me on the kitchen floor blood everywhere and it's NOT worth it. Call a friend or do something happy when your feeling like that, I know it might not help that much, but it's better than the alternative.
Just tell a freind, someone you can trust a councellor who be your best choice but that can get a bit complicated to hide from your parents if you don't want them knowing.
PLease don't do anything like that, there are better things and I've felt exactly like you before and I went to go see a councellor (not my choice) and I swear it's helped, and I've stopped cutting.
If you feel like you have to do something to release the stress go and do something that isn't going to endanger yourself, because bleeding non-stop is NOT fun at all. Even if you HAVE to cut yourslef don't do it in a dangerous area, I cut a vein once and my parents found me on the kitchen floor blood everywhere and it's NOT worth it. Call a friend or do something happy when your feeling like that, I know it might not help that much, but it's better than the alternative.
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by Little Soul on 12-03-2007 9:26 pm
MetalSuicide wrote: Oh no. Please you have to stop and talk to someone, and I know I'm a hypocrit because I hate talking to other people, but if you keep things inside then your going to rage out again and hurt yourself or do something your going to regret.
Just tell a freind, someone you can trust a councellor who be your best choice but that can get a bit complicated to hide from your parents if you don't want them knowing.
PLease don't do anything like that, there are better things and I've felt exactly like you before and I went to go see a councellor (not my choice) and I swear it's helped, and I've stopped cutting.
If you feel like you have to do something to release the stress go and do something that isn't going to endanger yourself, because bleeding non-stop is NOT fun at all. Even if you HAVE to cut yourslef don't do it in a dangerous area, I cut a vein once and my parents found me on the kitchen floor blood everywhere and it's NOT worth it. Call a friend or do something happy when your feeling like that, I know it might not help that much, but it's better than the alternative.
the vein thing made me really sad :[
but hes totally right. this is exactly what u need to do. talk to someone, anyone.
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by MetalSuicide on 12-03-2007 9:28 pm
Oh it's ok, I told my parents I was making lunch and accidently dropped the knife
But I don't do it anymore so it's ok I guess
I'm just trying to help people from making the same mistakes
But I don't do it anymore so it's ok I guess
I'm just trying to help people from making the same mistakes
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by Little Soul on 12-03-2007 9:45 pm
MetalSuicide wrote: Oh it's ok, I told my parents I was making lunch and accidently dropped the knife
But I don't do it anymore so it's ok I guess
I'm just trying to help people from making the same mistakes
same here :/
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by iloveyouxxxxx on 12-04-2007 2:57 am
i was thinking about suicide a couple days ago. i get like that a lot. people here helped last time. <3 anyway, what i usually do, try this, is just take a few. dont automatically start cutting your wrists off, but just sit down and think for a bit. i always tell myself, that when youre gone, youre gone. and once you take it too far, there is no changing your mind. youre just...gone. and you never know whats in store for the next day. or hour. hell, you can not tell what will happen in the next minute. maybe something good. if u wanna talk about anything ever, even just to vent u know where to find me. anddd heres my msn: tearsandhugsxxx@aim.com (which obviously is also my email. haha.) <3
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message me if you need anything. any of you. love you all.
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message me if you need anything. any of you. love you all.
i dreamed of a walrus
eating little kids
and then i felt guilty
for what that walrus did
so now i stay awake all night
because if i should go to sleep
that walrus might just get fed up
and then try to eat me.
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by All Just A Bad Dream on 12-04-2007 6:35 am
thanks i <3 all.
but, i cant talk to my friends considiring theyre part of the reason.
the more i think the less i want to live....
but, i cant talk to my friends considiring theyre part of the reason.
the more i think the less i want to live....
They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.
Face first in a tale of awkward love.
They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.
Covered head to toe in blood.
Face first in a tale of awkward love.
They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.
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by EmoTrench <3 on 12-04-2007 2:03 pm
What do you mean they're part of the reason?
If they make you feel like that,
are they really friends?
If they make you feel like that,
are they really friends?
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by Little Soul on 12-04-2007 10:34 pm
EmoTrench <3 wrote: What do you mean they're part of the reason?
If they make you feel like that,
are they really friends?
awesome point.
:/ i would talk to them about it
or drop them
because if ur friends make u think about killing urself.
they are NOT friends.
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by xXxmaddixXx on 12-04-2007 11:14 pm
Shit dude! Everyone's pretty much summed up everything I was gonna say, so I'll just say this
Just remember that today could be a realy shitty day, and tomorrow, but the day after that could change things. Don't give up. Even if it feels like your life is just getting worse, you're due for some good anytime soon.
Talk about it. If you can't talk to your friends, just talk a some random you've never met. Sometimes it takes a stranger to help yourself, 'cause they don't know and can't judge you because of your past. They don't even need to know your name. When I feel like shit I go to a shop, usually Planet 13 or Underground Industries, and just talk to the people there. It actually helps.
And if all else fails, bitch about your life here.
Just remember that today could be a realy shitty day, and tomorrow, but the day after that could change things. Don't give up. Even if it feels like your life is just getting worse, you're due for some good anytime soon.
Talk about it. If you can't talk to your friends, just talk a some random you've never met. Sometimes it takes a stranger to help yourself, 'cause they don't know and can't judge you because of your past. They don't even need to know your name. When I feel like shit I go to a shop, usually Planet 13 or Underground Industries, and just talk to the people there. It actually helps.
And if all else fails, bitch about your life here.
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by All Just A Bad Dream on 12-05-2007 7:19 am
yeah.....
to be honest i think im like mentally ill cos i dont actuall have that many real problems there are only three really big ones. but they are not big enough to make me suicidal. but i just always feel like there is no point to anything and that eveything is hopeless... and i dont know why.....
to be honest i think im like mentally ill cos i dont actuall have that many real problems there are only three really big ones. but they are not big enough to make me suicidal. but i just always feel like there is no point to anything and that eveything is hopeless... and i dont know why.....
They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.
Face first in a tale of awkward love.
They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.
Covered head to toe in blood.
Face first in a tale of awkward love.
They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.
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Re: mental breakdown
by xSlashx on 12-05-2007 11:51 pm
All Just A Bad Dream wrote: oh dear.......
i had a complete spaz - out
i almost killed myself. i was thinking how shit thhings where getting and started laying into my wrists. and started blleding worse than if u just cut. and i started going dizzy and was stopping the bleeding.
and now i just dont know why.....
Oh no. Please you have to stop and talk to someone, and I know I'm a hypocrit because I hate talking to other people, but if you keep things inside then your going to rage out again and hurt yourself or do something your going to regret.
Just tell a freind, someone you can trust a councellor who be your best choice but that can get a bit complicated to hide from your parents if you don't want them knowing.
PLease don't do anything like that, there are better things and I've felt exactly like you before and I went to go see a councellor (not my choice) and I swear it's helped, and I've stopped cutting.
If you feel like you have to do something to release the stress go and do something that isn't going to endanger yourself, because bleeding non-stop is NOT fun at all. Even if you HAVE to cut yourslef don't do it in a dangerous area, I cut a vein once and my parents found me on the kitchen floor blood everywhere and it's NOT worth it. Call a friend or do something happy when your feeling like that, I know it might not help that much, but it's better than the alternative.
It's good your both alright. Life can be fucked up at times, You don't want to talk to people, But sometimes it just is the best thing to do. Think of someone you value or love who'd be heart-broken if you were gone. Sometimes they might just be the best person to talk to about problems.
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