Eating disorders, this and that
doing all she can to not be fat
she sits in her room at night
always having one more fight
constantly worrying about her weight
while everywhere she goes, shes late
shes been known to cut before,
but now she does it even more
she acts happy but shes really sad
people dont know she feels so bad
she purposely drinks alot
whichs is why her and her parents fought
she tries to fit in at school
doing all she can to be "cool"
she still is not accepted
better yet shes rejected
though she doesnt stop trying
more often than not shes crying
as she sits writing this down
all she can do is think and frown
people tell her that they care
but when she needs them nobodys there
so once again she sits alone
trying to bear this on her own
after one parent had already passed
she didnt know how long she could last
you see shes still here today
her pain still hasnt gone away
dont expect her to stay
cuz all she wants to do is get away
SOMEONE TELL ME IF THIS IS HAPPENING TO ANYONE BUT ME!!!!
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OHx3SOx3EMO - Fresh Meat
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Re: SOMEONE TELL ME IF THIS IS HAPPENING TO ANYONE BUT ME!!!
OHx3SOx3EMO wrote: Eating disorders, this and that
doing all she can to not be fat
she sits in her room at night
always having one more fight
constantly worrying about her weight
while everywhere she goes, shes late
shes been known to cut before,
but now she does it even more
she acts happy but shes really sad
people dont know she feels so bad
she purposely drinks alot
whichs is why her and her parents fought
she tries to fit in at school
doing all she can to be "cool"
she still is not accepted
better yet shes rejected
though she doesnt stop trying
more often than not shes crying
as she sits writing this down
all she can do is think and frown
people tell her that they care
but when she needs them nobodys there
so once again she sits alone
trying to bear this on her own
after one parent had already passed
she didnt know how long she could last
you see shes still here today
her pain still hasnt gone away
dont expect her to stay
cuz all she wants to do is get away
THIS REMINDS ME OF ME TOO..SO ITS NOT JUST YOU...I USED TO BE ANAREXIC ... I STILL DONT EAT ALOT..BUT MY BF MAKES ME EAT WHICH I GUESS IS GOOD FOR ME...BUT I STILL THINK IM FAT...IM NEVER OUTSIDE OF MY ROOM.. I LAY IN THE DARK AND JUST LISTEN TO MUSIC WHEN I COME HOME..AND MY MOM DIED WHEN I WAS THREE SO IDK WHAT ITS LIKE TO EVEN HAVE A MOM SO I KNOW WHERE YOUR AT AND IT SUCKS...I USED TO CUT BUT I QUIT THAT..BUT I STILL DO IT EVERY ONCE IN AWILE SO YAH...JUST DONT GET TOO DOWN..THINGS WILL GET BETTER
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shawns baby - Fresh Meat
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- Gender: Female
wow. you have no idea how much that relates to me. i mean every single words descibes my life perfectly. you aren't alone hun
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oceanfloorbreathing - Almost Emo
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- Age: 17
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- Location: there's no penguins in, delaware
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XxxCRYxCUTxBLEEDxxX - hXc
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