oh my!
I love them both, can't have them both.
It's tearing me apart!
My former joy and present boy:
Both have got my heart. I have to choose, so I must lose
Someone I really love.
It feels like dirt that I must hurt
A guy that I dream of. Why this must be I cannot see;
I only know I must.
Each might endure, for I am sure
That this is love, not lust. I weep and wail to no avail;
I can't say no to either.
But if I can't tell what I want,
Could that mean I want neither?

i love reading poems, but im not cut out for writing them

I thought it was really good. It flowed well and it made a lot of sense. I like it!

thanks