wow, everyones clawing at each others throats
i just wanna say that i choose to be different even if im going againts gods plan
if im a banana and all the other banana's r a bunch of little fuckers ima be a strawberry
how i became emo
for a while i was a hip hoper you know blond and i listened to rhyming verses of shit
them my confused teen of a brother introduced me to somthing called music and turned my glittery little preteened ass to the world of art.
i connected with the lyrics cause they made sense and started to change my look, at about that time i was 13 and all of the sudden guys wanted to fuck like rabits so suddenly i had all this power.
i loved like no tomarrow and suddenly i loved all these people to much to be loving all of them because it wasnt fare to them. i had to let them go and i was tearing myself apart. loving was so much fun.
then i actually fell in love, he was a guamer, and was super like wanksterish but he had somthing. we lasted 2 months and he was my first everything, except sex ima virgin, but he broke up with me because i was changing into someone that he didnt love.

i cried for months
then i started cutting
them i started burning
then i started to drink
then i started to be a slut
then i went through rehab
now i getting fixed