MelodyOfMalice wrote:Wat.XxEmoDemonChildxX wrote: 1. Life
12. Asymmetrical objects
Well, I guess you won't have to worry about the second one considering the first.14. Making friends
15. Losing friends
Life as in my life ahead of me. Like, what has life got to offer? What will happen to me in 5 years, 10, 15? I don't know, it kind of scares me.
Asymmetrical objects... yeah... I have a trouble with uneven-ness. Like I don't like odd numbers, if it isn't even, I'll work to make it even. I don't know why, that might just be an OCD thing.
As for the others, I hate making friends I suck at it. I can never go up to someone and introduce myself. I can't make direct eye contact with anyone (which has lost me countless job interviews). And I'm afraid of losing friends. I had a REALLY close friend move away this year, and on the first day of school, I didn't talk to anyone and I just sat there in all my classes. I miss her so much.
I guess you could call that a fear, I have a fear of losing a loved one too.