Before I start writing anything,I juz wanna say that I may sound outta my mind.idky.but i really need some help with this shit and i dont know what to do.okkkkk...so...my family doesnt realy understand this whole person that i am.they think that i'm some crazy suicidal kid on the loose with nothin better to do except listen to smoke,drink(I dont realy drink much anymore anyway),liste nto weird music and be what they call 'indecent'.I dont know how much more i cant take of this crap!!!!Whanrver I go out they r gonna give me lectures about how i am not livin' in some foreign country(i live in Shillong,India btw) and say all this shit about the same thing over n over agn.i juz cant take it!!they dont n will never accept me for hu i am.they think that juz cuz m a gurl,all i need to kniow is fuckin' household chores n how to be a gud mother n wife l8r on.wtf man!!!! m only 16! m not thinkin' bout marriage!!btw my best fren has liver cancer n i've been hiding how i really feel bout it until now.i don't know how to react towards him n.....my bf is actin' like a total ass regarding the cancer thing cuz he doesnt believe it!!!!

You sound like you need a *HUG*.

Family never understand when you're the 'black sheep'.

I'm sure your better than what your family makes it out to be. Don't let your familys words get to you. People are always doging family members.