I know guys your thinkin,oh no not anotha attention seeker,but i just want ta let it out coz lately it haz been gettin me down alot,well her it goes...

Like 3 yrz ago a guy broke into my house nd i nearly gots raped,wel i waz molested anyway,and evr since ive been soo scard and i can never let go however much i try to keep happy,i do it for my friends but reeli on the inside im killing,

so there yaz go,comment if yaz want,pointless for writen it but hey i felt like it.....

i know what u mean
i was rapped when i was 4 by my uncle
my dad never believed me
i lost the memory through selective memory
but i dream about it all the time
it hurts so much i try to focus on my problems from the present only
and i haven't seen my uncle in almost 3 years
the pain stays but luckily it doesn't effect the way i act in a relationship

tell me more about it. It's good to let it out

*hugs* I can't say that I know what you're going through, but I offer my sypathy and support.

i can understand what you are going through hunni
i was abused from a very young age i dont rember much of the abuse
but it contured till i was in my teens
i know have multiple personaity disorder ( other personaitys )
i know how hard it is to put a mask on to smile when inside you are in so much pain

did you get couslling or therpy ? as it can help
but it isnt for everyone

i know..
i was raped when i was 10. from our neighbours son who always played with me and then,suddenly..*shiver*
still today i'm afraid of men, i even fear my father when hes embrasing me. i now have a form of claustrophobia, can't let people get closer than arm length without dying of fear. its horrible...
theres only one male person i trust, and thats my boyfriend. he never did anything that hurt me, he understands what i want without saying a word. without him it would have killed me.

Awwwwww, sorry to hear that *huggles*
I suggest you hunt that motherfucker down and kill him.YAY!!

i no wat ur going through and i dont think its stupid
i have memories that haunt me everyday that make me feel physically sick
my depression grew from these memories (also the being bullied, the hating myself and being hated)
no one can honestly understand the pain and humiliation these things bring about, unless obviously it has happened to them

im here for you we all are here at the bucket
if u ever need to talk im usually online in the evening lol but seriously i understand, especially the part about pretending to be happy when inside your dying...
xxxx

omg im so sorry i have no idea what your going through but if u want me to find them and kill them i will.

* hugs * *hugs* *hugs*


that goes for anyone that has been raped,abused or bullied i dont care who you are or where you live i will find the bastards that hurt you and make them feel the pain you go through everyday.


i mean it. i feel for you guys

XXbunniXkissesXX wrote: Awwwwww, sorry to hear that *huggles*
I suggest you hunt that motherfucker down and kill him.YAY!!

hmmm that wouldn't work throwing away a knive that cutted you wont close the wound

All Just A Bad Dream wrote: omg im so sorry i have no idea what your going through but if u want me to find them and kill them i will.

* hugs * *hugs* *hugs*


that goes for anyone that has been raped,abused or bullied i dont care who you are or where you live i will find the bastards that hurt you and make them feel the pain you go through everyday.


i mean it. i feel for you guys

awww ur sweet...two of the things on ur list have happened to me most of my life...can i join ur killing crusade lol we can all join an kill the shitlickin bastards, starting with my step-grandad (*shivers* horrible memories)

xxx