even a loser have dreams...

i am a loser
i am alone
i am stupid

so what do they care? even the care bears don't care

i'm done crying, but i still feel the pain that destroys me

i wanted to see him
i wanted to hug him
i wanted to hold him
i miss him

but i know the fact that

i can't see him again
i can't hug him again
i can't hold him again
he doesn't miss me

it hurts, even if i can't cry i feel my heart aching

i've done all the advice that they gave, but i'm hopeless

i really wanted to die but i can't because of him,


what should i do?