My Fake Mask.

What do you see when you look at me?
Do you see a kind hearted, carefree, friendly person?
Do you see someone that has a happy life and no problems?
Do you see someone whos life is perfact camparred to yours?

If so, then i have something to tell you.
The face you see at school is a mask.
A mask i wear to hide myself behind.
I hide my true self behind that mask so you don't see my true self.

Behind that mask i hide much about myself.
I hide my pain, suffering, and troubles.
I hide my petty thoughts that i know are wrong to think about.
I hide how unperfect my life is behind a mask made of lies or descizes.

So you see, I hide my true self.
True you see what is me at times, but i still hide the other side of my heart.
The side i fear to show to others incase they desert me because they don't like what they see.
But i have shown others my true side.

My dear and closest friends see my true self.
They have proven that they care for all of me.
They have shown that they like all sides of me, the mask and my heart.
They have proven that i can share everything with them and they won't turn away and leave me if i need help.

So i hide myself behind a mask.
But i have let others see my true self.
Those few, trusted friends i have can tell you who i really am.
And they are the ones i go to first when i need help and when I'm ready to go to them for help

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