i really cared for this boy and he was the best boyfriend and i got trapped and i was scared. SO i dumped him but i cared for him a lot. thats how i cut myself but i was in pieces and i was so heart broken and i was scared for my life ahead of me but i still think i might love him what do i do??? Any help out there please send me a comment or message i dont know what to do??

what do you mean by feeling trapped.....the best thing possible is to explain yourself to him and see if he will take you back.