mmkay. Found my notebook.

Awake and unconcious
you push away the birds.
Underneath the mask
the stream pulses and lighting flashes.

Doorways obstruct the entryway.
This dark sensation is so intimate.
The shadow slits open your chest
as it carves a path out of your heart.

Why dont you understand?
Your pathetic cries have no point.
Just shut up.
Why can't you understand what I'm trying to get through.
You just dont get it. It's pointless.

Stop, it's useless.
The last leaf, the captured raindrop.
Falling stars shatter on impact.
Left in pieces never to be picked up.
The glass sits waiting full of tears.
But it doesn't hold a drop.

Only time will tell it's secrets in death.
Secrets undone, unravelled, unreal.
ONly lead a trail of pain and betrayal.
Stop your selfish games.
Just make the letters stop.

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I think I might be falling asleep.
But I just cant tell with this heat.
It's melting away every clear thought In my head.

I just dont know where to go.
I'm thinking of where to stand.
I'm waiting for you to hold out your hand.

And I know you're the key to my plan.
But I think this locks made out of sand.
They dont seem hand in hand.
Factoring in why I'm still awake.
Why I'm writing these songs till my fingers break.

I'll soak this paper with my coppertone soul
As lead shavings drown and take their toll in the puddle of red I leave behind.

I shall say that I hesitate.
Not to prove and move along my point.
I'm not even sure what it is anymore.

i'm losing sight.
I think I'm falling.
But I'm not sure with this still air around me.
How can this be me.
I feel the wind rushing against my eyelids.
Is it an illusion?

Closer I'm moving my fingers toward the light.
Wait.
It's flickering every inch I cross.
Now It's fading. What have I done. Please not again.

Rigid shards grace the soil
Cutting clean each speck of dirt that falls in it's path of impact.
I'm demonstrating the chaos theory.
I've lost you.
I've tossed you.
Up against the wall.
I think I'll hold you there for the pleasure of my soul.

Such a lovely smile. I think I'll make it mine.
Just for tonight it'll shield the raining sky.
From itself or from me I'm not so sure.
It's kind of hard to tell these days.
Weither I need an umbrella or a lighting rod.
Factoring in how I've already been struck today might affect my choice.

I need you.

Did you smoke opium and think of me when you wrote some?

You wish...

Jusswannarock wrote: You wish...

Untill the end of time.

Wow.
It's the little things like that that keep our relationship fresh.
:]

Jusswannarock wrote: Wow.
It's the little things like that that keep our relationship fresh.
:]

I know. ;P

You're such a playa.

you are a poet my dear... and I think you know it..

brilliant.
and i dont use that word very often. X]