Killedsoul

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I like to keep things interesting when its boring. I may seem very happy if you start talking to me but saddly, underneath it all i'm very sad and depressed. I guess all the bad things have really hit me hard and I just have been made to feel worthless my whole life. Since there is nothing I can do about that i'll just put on a smile and try to be happy.

My feelings are not important, I always love to hear how others are feeling. I like to try to make people happy when they are sad, I just really like to see people smile.

I treat others with nothing but kindness. I dont ask for much but kindness in return.

I'm addicted period. You know? I mean like, and its weird because so much of the population is addicted or you know compulsive and impulsive. I'm really like, compulsive about shit. When I can't fix my head with, you know, with a certiain drug or whatever, I'll clean somehitng up, you know? Or I'll, i get really like, fucking fidgety and uncomfortable and I get, I fly off the handle easy, you know? It's like if it's not,
if I'm not gorging myself on, on, on one thing, I'm fucking...I'm trying to fill that,
that hole some other way, you know what i mean? It's always this great feeling of need
and it doesn't ne-necessarily have to be of anything in particular, its just something that you don't know what it is, which drives you that much more insane sometimes,
You know? And that's what a lot of people today,
um, suffer, from and a lot of people don't even realise it, you know? I don't profess to know everything about it but, you know? I don't know. i just uh, I know that theres that hole that needs to be filled.
And uh, a lot of people die trying.

www.myspace.com/killedsoul45

You're just another pretty face
In a room full of whores
No you don't mean much
You used to be so naive, catatonic
Now you seem to be, so much better than before

Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb

Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb

Now you've made a mess of yourself
You've made a mess of everything
You're a mess, a fuckin mess

Now you've made a mess of yourself
You've made a mess of everything
You're a mess, a fuckin mess

Now you've made a mess of yourself
You've made a mess of everything
You're a mess, a fuckin mess

Now you've made a mess of yourself
You've made a mess of everything
You're a mess, a fuckin mess

Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb

Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb, dizzy dizzy
Dumb dumb

You're just another pretty face
In a room full of whores
No you don't mean much
You used to be so naive, catatonic
Now you seem to be, so much better than before

You've made a mess of yourself
You've made a mess of everything
You're a mess, a fuckin mess

Now you've made a mess of yourself
You've made a mess of everything
You're a mess, a fuckin mess

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Rella 11-21-2009 6:01 pm

Rafaely?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, that's pure fail right there!
You're the very first person who calls me Ornelly! Very Happy

(damn, I used a smiley face. I hardly EVER use them, you should feel special!)

Aw, it's mkay hunnies, don't worry. I'm a rather patient person anyways and I understand your net problem as well. So, don't worry!

Oh, I've been doing grand. Just living the monotonous life. I just came back from the cinema 30 minutes ago. I watched this Italian film called "Amore 14". It's amusing how 14 year old's give away their virginity just like that. Meh, it's just a stupid film, haha.

Well, how have you been sweetums?
Going good?

Missed you too, heaps <3

Curious Jina 10-31-2009 5:22 pm

you seem like a very interesting person based on what i read about you :] my name is Jina

xxxDEATHxxx 10-31-2009 5:09 pm

hi

how are ya x

Rella 10-27-2009 7:59 am

Goodness, what a pleasant surprise! I thought my comment was too long for you and you didn't decide to write back. I was like: "Aw, DAMN!". I say this because it has happened to me before with several people, it was such a mini delusion.

You know, people like you deserve to be praised just as much as me. I'm nothing more important than you, or higher enough than you to be considered more. I hate the feeling that people think high of me or that think that I am something better than any body else. Truth be told: I'm not. I'm like anybody else and like everyone, I have a heart and I'm sure that all people are capable of loving as much as I do. They just portray their love in very different ways. Some people love showing it and making their warmth easily touch others, some people are very shy and private with their feelings and prefer not being so warm with theirs to other's. Everyone is capable to love with no limits, but in their own special way ^-^ I know this because my mom and dad use to love each other in different ways for 13 years, until they divorced. He, showed his love in a private way and my mom was halfway open with hers. But, seeing that my dad is in the army, he got stationed in Iraq, I guess the distance was too much for both of them and they decided to leave each other.

I think that Rafael is such a sweet name, with a touch of romance in it <3 I love saying your name with an Italian accent, it sounds so much better than saying it in English. But either way, it sounds marvelous :3 No one here really likes my name, due to its oddness, so thank you for liking and appreciating my name. It makes me feel somewhat special, in a way.

Haha, nono no worries, I didn't blow anything up with my chemicals XD But it's so fascinating to observe all the chemical reactions. I get amused by things easily and I'm not hard to entertain, haha =D You, among a few people, make me feel happy inside and smile easily. It's probably a natural gift that you have to make people feel good about themselves. You should feel honored to have such special gift ^-^

YOU WATCHED 'WHERE THE WILD THINGS ARE'? D': *sadface* Well, it's not that they don't want to show it here, it's just that it's taking to long to arrive in the cinema's. I think by next month, it should be here. The book brings me back old memories, with a touch of nostalgia. I miss being a lil' kid, without a single thought in the universe, it was nice. I'm glad that you had a great day, hunnies and I'm uber proud that you helped your sister move out! Even if the furniture was heavy, at least you got some muscles from it, amirite ;D

Hm, well my day was pretty short, seeing that it's still 1:54 PM. We got out of school at 11 due to some errands that the principal had to do with all the teachers. During the school hours, my class had to do a science test about plant cells (2 hours) and the last hour we did maths. It sucked, boring as fudge -.-" I came back at home, cleaned, cooked for mommy and took a nice one hour nap ^-^ Woke up like, 15 minutes ago, haha! I don't even know where I'm finding the strength to type ._. <3

I'm gonna copypaste this comment on both sites so I'm sure that you'll receive it ^-^ Sometimes myspace gets trippy for me, so make sure to control EB as well, you can always reply on MS.

Thank you for speaking to me, it means a lot.
I missed you.

HunterV16 10-24-2009 4:21 pm

hey sup im Hunter

babyemo06 10-24-2009 1:48 am

hello..

Dso close yet so far away 10-24-2009 1:39 am

umm...hello:) id just like to say that i enjoy staring at your hoodie:) lol.

xXILoveEmoBoysXx 10-21-2009 12:12 am

hey there,
im leih

xnoraindropsx 10-19-2009 11:59 pm

Hey i'm amberleigh.
Whats up?

Rella 10-19-2009 12:57 pm

Y'know, you're the very first person, who doesn't know me well, to say such marvelously sweet things to me and actually be heartfelt about it. It amazes me on how kindhearted you're being to me. I'm so happy that I'm talking to you. I really wanted to drop you a comment sometime, but then, I noticed that you weren't much on profile, so I thought it was better to know you in the forums (even if you post with rarity).

You deserve to be as happy as I am, as well. Such person like you, with such a great heart, deserves to feel love and always embrace it from other people; every day. Y'know, people like you, are hard to find. It's easy to hurt, but it takes bawlz to love. So, I already think highly of you, just for that <3

Thank you for the nickname "Rellsy" that you gave me, it's beautiful and I really do love it. I love how people make nicknames out of my nickname "Rella". My actual name is Ornella ^-^ Not much people know that. It's Italian, I don't really like it, but meh; it's okay.
I'd really love to know what's your name, if you don't mind <3

Aw love, I'm glad your day went okay. Peachy is always good.

Well, honey bunches, my day went awesome. I suppose I had fun during chemistry, It was fun mixing all the solutions and stuff. Went home, 'twas relaxing and I cooked some spaghetti for my mommy ^-^ That made her smile.
I'm feeling grand today, thank you so much for asking. Your comment brought a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge smile to my face <3 God, you're such a sweetheart.

How was your day of today? Are you doing alright?
Hm, did you watch the film Where the Wild Things are?
I wish Europe would let us see it.

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