Interests: Music, and pizza pockets, wrawr rawr rar, to find real love rawr and i have i love you rella Favorite Bands: Bullet for my valentine, lamb of god, job for a cowboy, scary kids scaring kids, avenged sevenfold,Atreyu, dying fetus, dragon force, exolt, hawthorn hieghts, between the buried and me, AFI, The Faint, Malice Mizer, Moi Dix Mois, The cure, PLACEBO Here to: play with my emotions and see what happens next after the world sucks away the life of this lithawanian childs life
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About Me: 12-26-2008 2:01 am bestest day ever
Rawrs I Love You Ornella Eye miss you so much Eye <3 you Ornella with every peace of my heart
Rawr Rella owns my heart
and she always will
no one will change that nononono
RaWr well i started out in ohio
now i am in idaho
if you are jsut going to conplain about emo kids
aka scene kids emo is music children
i dont want to hear your comments
i guess i have learned that love is nothign to people anymore
why is there no fight for love
why cant there be true love any more
there are exptional cases
but most of the time you feel like you are one of those
but when you find out the your other half
wasnt in love with you at all
you will think why cant this world love anymore
why cant my world jsut end
i liek to talk to everyone an i am uber nice rawr
make a unicorn jump with joy in the land of rainbows
and all will come true for you
untill you find that your heart is a tool
used by other as guid to happyness
but once this happyness is found they
throw your heart on teh ground
breaking it into more piece then when they picked it up
make everything in life count you only get to live one time
xXxReLLaxXx93XD tonight is the night i needed her mostest and she was here
to give me the bigest hug and keep from doing uber dumb things
rawr *uber hugs real tight*
thanks uber lots i promis's to never be a big poop head rawr
your fantabulously amazing rawr im happy i met you
rawr i miss her uber lots Aishiteru
Wrawr Rawr Rar you are my valentine forever and ever rawr every day that go's by my love for her grows stronger
she makes me smile more then anyone ever has rawr
and make me have the most intence dragon flys in my tummy RAwr Aishiteru Ornella Rochelle you are so caring you have my heart
all of it and no one else will ever have it, rawr you are teh only girl in the
entire universe for me. every time i talk to you i smile so much even
when i think of you rawr tonight was another night i needed you to be here
and you made me smile uber big and get crazy dragon flys rawr
i love you.
Rawr Ornella wrote this for me... it makes me smile everytime i read it
Spoiler:
The shining star of my life wrote this for me i love you Ornella
"Paint Your Love"
I'll paint my mood in shades of blue
Paint my soul to be with you
I'll sketch your lips in shaded tones
Draw your mouth to match my own
I'll draw your arms around my waist
And then all the doubt I shall erase
I'll paint the rain that softly lands
On the crescents of your hands
I'll trace a hand to wipe your tears
A calming look to quell your fears
A silhouette of dark & light
While we hold on each other tight
I'll paint a sun to warm your heart
Swearing that we'll never part
I'll paint the stars in the evening sky
Draw their light into your eyes
I'll draw a striking touch of grace
That shows the gentleness of your face
I'll trace your hand to hold in mine
A touching kiss to mark the time
I'll draw the years all passing by
So much to learn, so much to try
I'll paint the truth, show how I feel
Try to make you completely real
I'll use a brush so light & fine
To draw you close & make you mine
& with this love our lives will start
Swearing that I'll never part
I offer love you cannot buy
Devoted love, until I die.
Spoiler:
The Biggest Love of All
Vincent,
You love me like no one ever did,
you give me so much understanding me every time.
I would never doubt our love because I trust you with everything.
All I want is that our love lives and lasts.
I don't want it to die, your too important to just let go.
I have never fell in love this fast.
I feel that you always tell me the truth, I know that you would never lie to me.
You are the right one, you are the biggest love of all.
I love you, don't ever think less.
If you miss me,
just close your eyes and think that I'm sitting next to you holding on you tight making you feel the deep love that I have towards you.
I don't want to open my eyes Vincent,
I don't want to find myself yet again all alone in the coldness of my room without you.
But I don't care,
knowing that one day I will be with you makes me resist all these days without your presence.
I never thought that we one day could love each other like this.
After talking deeply to each other,
realizing that we were wanting and in search for the same thing,
I fell in love.
It's like I felt that you were the one,
the only one that could love, care and understand me like no one ever did.
We don't need words,
just with our thoughts we can almost touch with hands our love.
I'm willing to sacrifice 2 years,
knowing that in the future we will have so much of that time to spend together that we couldn't even know what to do with it.
Gosh, I love you more than anything, even myself.
These words can't compare to my real feelings for you.
I know that I can't hug you when I want to,
kiss you when I need to,
be there fisically when you need me.
But I know that your here,
right here,
next to me in my heart guarding over my soul.
I would be the one that would take a bullet to protect you.
I would be the one that would do anything in change of your love,
I would be the one that would give you the biggest hug when no one is there,
to just be there and give you the most crazy feelings in your heart,
to have beautiful and memorable moments together,
I would be there to listen to you and hold on you tight when no one does.
To just make you be happy and make you smile from your heart.
Too much pain we have been through,
we don't want to suffer anymore,
we want to forget the infernal pain that tried to change us deep inside.
Without you Vincent,
nothing made sense at all,
it was like I was living in a world without colors and emotions.
Every day went by without a true meaning.
But then,
you came in my life,
slowly, on feathered steps and opened my heart with gentle hands.
You brought my love to new and untold limits that not even you could barely think of the greatness that you gave me.
This love that seems so small to others,
yet so big and mighty to the both of us,
makes me feel special inside.
How much I waited Vincent,
only God knows how much I was waiting for someone like you to change my life and shape it to something greater.
I just want to wake up in the morning and find you next me,
no one else.
I desire only this.
You,
Vincent Corley Thompson,
are the biggest love of all...
rella you keep my heart beating
I was uber down last week and i wrote this for a final *i got sent to the counsler for it today*
There is somthing about a razor blade covered in human flesh that just takes away the pain of living. Its thin posture, shaped to take away the gohsts siting on your shoulders brings life to the deadest of humans. Its sharp edges sharper then a porcupine quils sliding down your arms, turnign your once pale white wrists to a abstact painting of liquad crimson driping off its edges. Its shines in the dark taking away pain from the unfortunate, and making every fear they once had disapeer.
Think of all the pain you have unleashed on others. Think of all the deaths you may have caused, a death by the shining dark painting of the night. All of these paintings you may have caused just for not caring and giving it your all. Thrusting your hand forward and puncturing someoness chest, taking there heart so gentaly. Then sqeezing it till the veins pop like a thousand year old volcano, then burning the piece's. All of this pain and suffering could have been sloved a different way. Not by the edges that haunt so many restless souls.Fuck it Matame slowly =[
With blood came my first love
Flowing as though time was nothign
with each brush i was bistowed,
the father of time moved faster
Time became a journey
Showing the future
Yet scaring the past
Memories burned into my flesh
as if shadows placed tehm there in my sleep
Ghost still lingering
taunting my every move
Urging this broken soul
To rewrite those crimson letters
That were once so strongly desired
By Vix
Rawr this is XxDantexX rella's his owner rawr and she's the owner of my heart..............Xxi love you rellaxX
it would be an honor to have you join my forum here man...click the banner if you wish. I dont let things like what happen here with you rella and emery go down.
Hope to see you there. Its different than here...but it still works
wow does making fun of me rawr make you that happy truly does it make you feel good inside what is the problem with it you have to think of it liek thisyour a girland you like other girls have i ever once said anything of that have i ever made fun of you anywere about anything no i have never antagonized you i have never hated on you when i fist saw you on the forums i would have stuck up fo ryou that instant you and rella were so close and now alls you guys do is hate on each other why does this hatred have to be so strong i dont knwo now but i remeber when ou used to be the gay police well dont jstu stick up for gayas being hated on why not everyone tha tis hated upon i truly am not bothered if you make fun of my rawing its just somthing i write i use it as a period or just to exxpress im happy but i guess i cant change anything jsut think of everythign that gos on how bad you may hurt people even if that person hurts you back why keep on fighting why let that hurt continue
oh god love your heart isnt and never was a monster to me at all, you have the most beautiful heart ive ever seen goodness the night i helped you i somehow knew that my help woulnt have been useless to you and seeing that after that you appreciated it and we came so close to each other god it amazed me so much how two people can have so many similarities garsh its like youre the copy and paste of my soul god i appreciate everything about you and all the love and small things you give to me are so amazing in my eyes goodness what you wrote to me made my heart pound so fast because someone who is`showing me this much love ad care ive never ad youre just everything to me and you always make me smile and quell my fears, you calm the crazy heartbeats of my heart love youre my whole life and the greatest love of my life im going to spend my forever with you and no one else, its only a matter of time until we get to spend our forevers with one another goodness im going to paste what you wrote o me on my profile, i want to let everyone see ho great true and special our love is god i cant get over what you wrote cause thats how i exactly felt, i only wanted a fraction of love, someone to show me that my heart was worth loving and giving love god all the heartache and pain was worth if in the end i had you aishiteru
I FUCKING LOVE YOU VIX AND NEELAH WILL AWAYS LOVE YOU
EDIT: aishiteru vincent god how much i want you here =[[[[
goodness how much i miss you love =[ while i was with my aunt, my mom and other people of my aunt's family [we were like 20] we stayed all together until 5 pm then they all went at home and we had to meet up again at 8 pm to go to a restaurant. me and my mom stayed at my aunts house until then, i took a 2 hour nap until 7 pm then i got ready. ha goodness it was so fucking fun love we all met up to the restaurant all together, we sat and ordered food. god everyone of my aunt's family [which i consider mine too even if they aren't] were making so much noise, they were laughing and goodness everyone was looking at us, but i didnt give a fuck at all, i was finally having some fun. we stayed there until 1 am, then me and my mom drove home goodness. i cant even explain everything because it was so awesome. god i hope your flight went well love i fucking miss you like hell goodness *hugs tightly and kisses passionately and pushes against wall* i seriously feel like shit without you here with me. tell me everything when you get the chance to come on love god i want you here so bad right now. i woke up at 4 pm today, my mom was so pissed cause she cleaned the whole house alone =][= i hope you get on soon my love Aishiteru
EDIT: god i'm feeling so empty right now love, i can't stand not talking to you at all goodness i just want to know if everything went okay love goodness. i feel in general like fucking shit and i get really nervous and scratch my hands and my tummy is getting really twisty. i still haven't ate yet, i hope youre resting after your flight love, I FUCKING LOVE YOU
