xlovelessxpoetx |
|
Female
- 02 Feb 1994 - In a dark world screaming for someone to rescue me.... |
|
|
| View: Albums | Last Uploads |
|
|
Posts: 56 |
Uploads: --- |
|
Joined: Nov 04, 2009 |
Karma: 2 |
|
Last Active: Nov 17, 2009 |
|
Interests:
Music. Invader Zim. Comics like Johnny the Homicidal Maniac(Nny is sooo cute.), all of Jhonen's other comics. Texting. Anime. Manga. Vampires. Nekos. Ghosts. Emo/Vampire boys. Boys clothes(so comfy).
Favorite Bands:
Basshunter, A7X, Hollywood Undead, Linkin Park(their older songs), Nightmare, Maximum the Hormone, Eminem, Britney Spears, Green Day, Evanescence, Cascada, Rihanna, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Three Days Grace, 3 Doors Down, Wierd Al Yanchovic...
Here to:
Get my poetry noticed, make some good friends, and try to find that special someone who will be my Nny/Skeleton Jack... |
|
|
About Me:
Current song that relates to me: Snow White Queen - Evanescence
Currently: smiling cuz he might be the one<3
If you're wondering why I don't post a pic of myself it's because my parents forbade it and I don't want creepy pervs to know what I look like...
The Basics:
Name: Melissa(Devi)
Orientation: Straight(sorry girls)
Relationship: Single(looking for love...)
Eyes: Hazel
Hair/Style: Brown/Short
Height: 5'4"
Weight: 117
Age: 15
Status: Vampire/Tomboy
Wanna add me on myspace??: www.myspace.com/kaoru_loves_me
I am just one of the many misunderstood people in this world. I'll admit I'm kind of a depressing person. Some people say that I even come across as different(in an abnormal way, like paranormal different). My life is kinda fucked up. My parents don't understand my being at all. They even try to keep me from being myself. So I’m forced to fake a smile everytime I see them, just to make them happy; when inside I’m screaming my fucking heart out and no one’s hearing me suffer…
I'm not the kind of person who likes to go out partying every weekend, I'd much rather stay at home and watch movies. I am not the kind of person you would want to fuck with because I can fuck your life up so much you will be begging for forgiveness, well, I mean if I don't know you that well. I do not cut. I do not cry(often), but when I do it's almost impossible for me to stop, and then I usually end up hating the person who made me cry, so don't make me cry. I can tie a spaghetti noodle and a cherry stem in a knot in my mouth. And a few other unusual talents. I love to converse so dont hesitate to msg me if u want to*^_^*. Anything else just msg me to find out.
Favorite Movies: The Nightmare Before Christmas(I looove Skeleton Jack*^_^*), Corpse Bride, James and the Jiant Peach, Coraline, Adam Sandlers 8 Crazy Nights, all of the Halloweentown Movies, and a few more I can't think of right now.
Cimmerian Shade
Dark skies are all i see.
Darkness all around me.
Crying heavens shed their endless torrent of tears down upon my desolate body.
A mournful time, this is.
A time where all the happiness of the world is drained and all that's left is melancholy and pain.
It's so impeccably quiet.
Yet all I hear is screaming.
Screaming coming from nowhere, and everywhere.
Screaming coming only from my own warped mind,
and my own lacerated heart.
Screaming so loud that I can't even hear the sweet sound of the rain pelting the ground around me.
But this is nothing new to me.
I live this every day.
The never ending detriment.
The endless eclipse of Cimmerian shade.
The dysphoria.
The desperation.
It's all a common feeling.
The malevolence.
The torment.
The dementing thoughts that buzz around in my head.
Telling me to do things.
Telling me that this is the ultimate Nervana for me.
And it is.
I enjoy this displacement.
This mysterious connection to the world that I do not possess.
The key to relevance.
The stone to salvation.
But I don't mind.
I can live without it.
For a life without disturbances,
is a life of complete serenity.
But a life without love,
is no different than hell...
I'm trying to get over a series of bad relationships. Well ok, let me refrase that... I'm trying to deal with the fact that every relationship I've been in I've either been neglected, ignored, treated like complete shit, forgotten, or used. I'm tired of the shit and I won't stand for it anymore.
I just want to finally meet someone who shares my views and interests. Someone who will cheer me up when I'm sad, make me happy when I'm mad. Someone who's cute and funny and nice and will love me as much as I love them. Someone I can trust with my love and my heart. But who's also scary and dangerous, in a good way. I'm looking for my own Nny/Jack Skellington... |
|
Not available yet!
|
|
