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- 06 Jul 1993 - In an empty field, with the wind blowing all around me, as I watch the rain fall from the clouds.. |
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Joined: Aug 22, 2009 |
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Last Active: Sep 27, 2009 |
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Favorite Bands:
Haste The Day, My Chemical Romance, Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, Dear Juliet, 3 Doors Down, Nevershoutnever!, Seether, Staind, Greenday, All American Rejects, Crossfade, the Eagles, Metallica, Breaking Benjamin, Apocalyptica, Vitamin String Quartet, Rom
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About Me:
Hi. My names Alex. I'm an old member of EB, but I closed down my profile, and changed my name for personal purposes. I'm sorry if I seem to be acting weird right now, I've been going through a depression for two weeks straight now, and I cant find anything to help it.
My sister helped me to be emo, although shes not supporting me in doing anything that I am right now..
I Love music. I'm in band, and I'm Section leader in the Percussion Section. (Drummers) I play all percussion instruments (Xylophones, Tenor, Snare, Bass, Tamborines, TomToms, anything..), piano, and I'm working on violin, tho I don;t think I'll ever get there..
I'm very patriotic. I've had one great grandfather whose died for this country in WWII, both of my grandparents were in Vietnam, My uncle was in Operations Desert Storm, and Enduring Freedom, My cousins in Irag, and my grea-great-grandfather fought in the Spanish-American War. I'm related to General Nathan Bedford Forrest, a famous Confederate soldier, and I'm proud of it too. I used to want to go into the military, but that slowly fell out of interest..
I'm counting down the days until I can leave this fuckin' place. I hate it here. "Home" by Three Days Grace describes my situation perfectly. Even for Christian Parents, my parents are really strict. My father is the high and mighty Dictator, and if we question his word, we get beat. Not abusive beating or anything, its not bad, but it still hurts. But we're not aloud to question anything he does, we're not allowed to make a comment about something he does, and he comes unglued if we correct his grammar/spelling. He loves the whole "born-and-raised-in-the-country-making-barely-anough-money-to-survive" Idea, although he was raised in the country and very poor. He blames everything on his abusive father, and his "no-nonsense" step father. He hates anything Emo. List of things he's banned from me already: Studded ANYTHING, weird shoelaces, dark coloured jackets, necklaces, rings, bracelets, I didn't dare ask him about make up, skinny jeans, black jeans, I'm not allowed to go into Hot Topic unless he's there with me, I cant buy anything without his approval, etc. Sadly, I'm only 16. I've got 2 more years of his crap.
My mom's fine with the emo look, as long as there's no eyeliner. But she has to listen and enforce my dads rules, so she's technically supposed to ''Hate it'' too. She's the one who keeps buying me jewelry and belts and jeans and taking me to hot topic without my dads knowing.  gotta luv her.
I'm not new to having my heart broken. Its been broken twice in the past year. I've stopped trusting anyone. If you think I've told you something no one else knows, your dead wrong. I don't tell anyone anything. people can never guess what I'm feeling. The girl who understood me is gone. She took the rest of my heart..
Sry to have gone on so long. I'll talk to you later I gues...
-Alex |
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