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Joined: Nov 21, 2007 |
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Last Active: Jul 04, 2008 |
Favorite Bands: My Chemical Romance, AFI, Three days grace, Metalica Here to: Be myself, talk, write poetry and express myself, be friendly, and make friends. |
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About Me:
I haven't been on in a long time, but life has been going downhill steadily for the past couple of years and it got faster the past year and reached an incredible speed in the past months...I needed a safe place to go, a place to be myself where I won't get bitched at for it and I found it here.
Chya...I'm a person who used to put on a stupid front of being this preppy perfect straight A student that all the parents loved...I hate being fake!!!! It pisses me off that I let myself do that for so long, I was always just trying to make other people happy, but when my own Dad was bitching at me all the time no matter what I looked like, said or did...I said to myself "screw this, if life is gonna suck for a while anyway, I'm gonna let the world know my REAL self!" which turned out to be an emo punk...well lets say the change feels good. Now my Dad is even more of a bastard to me, but I avoid him as best I can. Rawr...no I'm not just complaining about "poor me", I have good reason to be mad at him.
He emotionally and verbally abuses me all the fucking time...even when I don't say anything to him he takes the opportunity to curse me out and say what a worthless cunt I am...he's only hit a couple of times, but I don't want to deal with him anymore, our family has been crumbling...DAMN!!! it sucks... |
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