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Joined: Jul 10, 2009 |
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Last Active: Oct 29, 2009 |
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Interests:
skating...football...play piano n guitar......
Favorite Bands:
nightwish n alesana |
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About Me:
ell oh vee ee
in search for true love...need...''emo''...or vampire...or ''goth'' gurl
mah name is lavish....m so emo.....n m STILL A VIRGIN....
yaap..m crazy bout vampires...n lov gothic art...
i lov to play mah piano n guitar...n in sports..i lik football n skating....
in music...i lik heavy metal...hardcore...sm screamo kinda music....bt smtim i also lik soft music..its al depend on mah mood...
anyhwzz...
if wnt to k/n more bout me...thn leave a msg....i'l reply bk,hmmmmmm........
mah emo poems r here....
Thinking of al i lov n al i hate,
thoughts of suicide..thinking..its my fate,
i think of al the tim i used to laugh
n now..i wish i'd jz die,
how did so mch misery com into mah life..,
n now al i hv r thoughts of suicide,
crying everynite..is nt the way to liv,
heck..m stil kid...,
i shld b out n hanging wth al mah frnds,
bt these thoughts of suicide..haunt mah head,
wil they care..whn m gone,
whn nthng left...expect mah thoughts,
n ths smal poen telling everyone,,
i'l b no more here bout in an hour...,
dun try to save me..
jzz..save ur tears...,
nthng can stop me...,
coz i hv the thghts of suicide..,,
heres to the end..mah dear frnd..,'''
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in my bedroom you will find:
a boy in the corner does cry
wishing he could just die.
tears are like his friends.
theres no hope
all he can do is mope.
he's always alone
he cuts himself to ease his pain
and cries in the rain
he always wears black.
he gives up on what he does lack
he want to die
he lives in a lie.
Always wondering why?
When will it end?
No one could ever mend him.
he's sick of everyone.
he wants to be free.
And that boy is me.
u'l see me in pain
u'l hear my screams
coz my life is over
Or so it seems
u'l watch me fade
u'l hear my lie
i'l see my scars
& u'l watch me die
u'l see me cry
& wish me luck
so Kiss me goodnight
now u can see the tears
Watch my ghost
& watch me disappear
coz m dead.....'''
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whn m dead,
ur tears may flow...
bt i wont k/n
cry fr me now..instead,
whn m dead
u'l send flowers...
bt i wont see
send thm now..instead,
whn m dead
u'l say wrds of praise...bt i wont hear ''' |
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