Rella

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It's hard to say who I am, I'm constantly changing. The past gives you an identity and the future holds the promise of salvation, of fulfillment in whatever form. Both are illusions. It is impossible for you to take power over the future because it isn't even real. We did not come to fear the future. We came here to shape it. We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations. Courage, it would seem, is nothing less than the power to overcome danger, misfortune, fear, injustice, while continuing to affirm inwardly that life with all its sorrows is good; that everything is meaningful even if in a sense beyond our understanding; and that there is always tomorrow.

So many times I think of death and see how many fear, but for me it's just a journey with heaven drawing near. When I close my eyes at night and in my sleep, time passes by; I think of death as just that way, with life in dreams when I die. Though in life, I always wake, in death I will wake too, but it will be another world; The one I pass into. A world where no more tears are shed nor goodbyes are ever said; With my loved ones I will stay and never more get out of bed.

Beyond this realm, I seem to see and reach to touch forgotten years. How old my soul, it seems to be, as if it lived in other spheres. Fragments seep beyond the veil; Forgotten wisdom of long ago. Like a candle with a far off flame; I seem to see it faintly glow. Old music connects within my heart as if it were a part of me. Is it my soul, the words remembered that draws me to its melody? What in the past that keeps it sad; In this melancholy state of malaise. This state of sorrow that seems to linger; Upon the soul so heavily weighs.

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 ShyGirl   11-17-2009 6:03 pm Reply with quote
I wish I would of had the opportunity to take piano lessons. Though I'm not good at learning musical instruments. I get frustrated much too quickly.

 SeAn10   11-17-2009 5:41 pm Reply with quote
Changing school? I don't think i could ever do that, s'got to have been tough, i feel for you.
I guess all our interests change, something news always good. I always wanted to try freerunning it looks awesome, i hope that goes well for you Smile.
Your like the opposite of me, i don't do sports xD, but if i could i would Smile

And thank you Smile. Oo so what you goingtobe doing on saturday?
Ahh i'm really happy for you, a friend like that sounds awesome, must be really really nice having him now specially with moving schools and all Very Happy

Hmmm i'm not sure of fun. But i am see-ing my dad more, he's finally got his buisness and a new house i'm getting tosee him more, i might be going to live with him for a bit too Very Happy
And my mates got a girlfriend, who's always up for going out and doing stuff, which makes it great, i'm going out a lot more now.
oo and everyones 18 this year, so big partys, and lots of drink :$
I could go on for a while about stuff but i wont bore you xD

Wowza i'm tired, i better leave soon. You'll have to tell me how saturday goes. Hope you have a good day Smile.

 L   11-17-2009 4:55 pm Reply with quote
Thanks for your concern.

 DjSavage   11-17-2009 4:42 pm Reply with quote
xD that's awesome =DD

Nice to meet you Rella
That's a pretty name =]
I'm Shane

And everything's doing pretty good =D
just an average boring day lol
What about you??

 Atsuma   11-17-2009 1:37 pm Reply with quote
Rellsies. If you want a Photoshop just ask, I can get you a key for CS2 if you download the trial from Adobe.

Just wondering since you said "Lucky bastard has Adobe" and thought you wanted.

Hope all is well. ;]

 MetalSuicide   11-17-2009 11:21 am Reply with quote
I do need you
I've been trying
I just can't stop
Its somuch harder than everyone seems ti think
I doneed you though

 MetalSuicide   11-17-2009 10:04 am Reply with quote
Hi love
I've missed you
I'm sorry I've been such a horrible friend

 BrawnyMan   11-16-2009 11:34 pm Reply with quote
Hey, you're not useless.

You can't blame yourself for the actions of others.

 Emery   11-16-2009 10:04 pm Reply with quote
so far there isn't anything nice
about being nineteen. no big changes
or..positive things happening.

enjoy being young whiℓe you can,it
dissipates so quickℓy.

 ShyGirl   11-16-2009 6:39 pm Reply with quote
Oh no, it didn't bug me. i thought it as quiet cool.


(this may sound a bit nerdy

Whenever I go to my grandmothers I'll sit in the floor beside the piano while she plays for me. I love listening to people play. It's amazing.

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