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About Me:
Parker James, 18. Bisexual.
I dont know exactly who I am just yet. Or where im gong in life.
Ive given up a lot to take care of my three younger sisters.
Sometimes I hate having to be the one to do it.
But someone has too. So im more then willing. They mean everything to me.
Music is my life. Ive been singing since I was 5. I usually record in studio twice a week, if im lucky.
This past year, was a tough year for me. But I some how got through it. And im ready for 2009.
For some reason, I dont think people trust me very much. But im probably one of the most trustworthy people youll ever meet.
Death scares me. Im afraid I wont have enough time with the ones I love and care about. And that I wont ever make a difference in the world.
As of 02.07.07 I was done with alcohol, drugs etc. I dont need that shit in my life. I want to set a good example for my sisters. I think ive slipped up once though.
Im sorry to anyone ive hurt, lied to, mislead etc.
I want to live my life, my way. I wont change anyone but myself.
Im trying harder then I ever have to be a better person.
Well, I think im just ranting now. So, I think ill stop here.
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Skyler James.
You dont know how often I find myself thinking about you. And its not an obsession, its just so amazing how you can be so far away and have this affect on me; that you can touch my heart in a way that only you do. You are my everything. My whole heart and soul. My life. I made a big mistake in losing you the first time. But Im not about to let that happen again.I have never loved someone, as much as I love you. The way you makes me feel is just incredible. Its not something I can explain. Or even begin to put into words. Me and you were gonna last. I know it. Nothing can come between us. I love you.
Eli. Dec. 27, 2008.
I dont know how Ill get through my days with out seeing your smile,
hearing your voice and silly little laugh. Losing you was by far the hardest
thing Ive ever had to deal with. Ive never cried like I did that night. You were
my honest to god, best friend. Since before I can even remember. I know that
I cant change what happened. But I dont know what im going to do now with out you,
I still need you. We didnt have enough time together. You were such an amazing person.
I loved you so much, and will miss you more then anyone could ever know. I lost my best friend.
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