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TALK TO YOU!!!!
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About Me:
I want to be DIFFERENT. I want to stand out in the crowd. Whets the point in life if you aren’t who you want to be? Life is about learning, and making choices to gain experiences to better yourself. If everyone had a perfect life, what would we learn? Nothing. And why would you even want a perfect life. Theres no challenges, or obstacles to overcome. Thats why my choice, is ..imperfection... You people need to wake up and realize though, that life is just one big fucking road, filled with lots of signs. So when your riding through it, dont complicate your mind. Just fucking like, drive away from hatred, mischief, and jealousy. Dont bury your thoughts, put your vision to reality. Think TOWARDS the future. You can leave your past behind. Like, your past isnt what defines you, its your future. So just live for tomorrow. honestly, people really dont make much sence to me... as much as i TRY to understand them and what not, it always seems like they lie, desive and make you believe. they can tell you their whole goddamned life that they will always be there to catch you when you fall, but then when you accually fall, you know that they're going to run the other way. now, let me tall you a little story, one day, i, was just walking doing the hall going from my locker to my homeroom, and i noticed that this kid looked kind of upset, so i took the time to ask if he was okay, "hi ******, is everything alright" i spoke to him. "oh would you so fuck off" is all that i got in respond. and swear to you. that IS quoted... i try to live my life to its fullest and try to speak to ONE NEW person everyday, you never know what hidden thing they have that you just are dieing to figure out... someone knew can always have the best stories or the best friendship can bloom. but if you were like me and give up for a bit just because ONE person doesn't look at life the way you do, you will never know what your missing out on. so keep going, you never know when you'll find a diamond hidden in coal. Now about a four letter word called... L.O.V.E. Pretty much, you cant buy love, but in the end, ive found that we all pay heavily for it. I mean, have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor so think that you cant even smile. and then it just turns out that this armor is just there so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love. Yet I find every day, that’s what we all live for. That fulfillment of having someone to put all of our trust in. That one person you can call your own. It's not easy to find, but if you just keep searching, you WILL find the one person, who can truly make a difference in your life. That one person, you can say you love. Ant then people my whole life have always asked me why i NEVER have has a role model, or why i have never looked up to someone else, and the answer to that is easy. I believe that if you spend your whole life striving to just like someone else, matching what they have done, and trying to be THEM, you loose your self and who are think you are. plus, if you where to look up your whole life, i would think that your neck would cramp up. Now, if you ACCUALLY read this, I applaud you... thanks you.. i tried to get every one of my thought about big things in people's life's these days...down...in writing... SO THANKS YOU, and now, let me tell you about some things that i have learned that should help you out...
ONE. if you don’t want to be called a slut... don’t be one. TWO. don’t swear too much, it makes you look trashy. THREE. don’t let them see you at your weakest. FOUR. Be in the present, not the past. And lastly, FIVE. Life is one big game... learn it play it, loose it. and now... all thats left to say.. is... TALK TO ME... I wont bite... that much;D |
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