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Joined: Aug 12, 2008 |
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Last Active: Mar 12, 2009 |
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Interests:
Music - i try to play my guitar but i suck so ive decided i should start taking lessons sometime
Movies- i really love movies about knights and so on but my personal fav must be Romeo and Julliet the 1996 version.
I like reading quotes and poetry too ev
Favorite Bands:
TOO MANY!!!
Here to:
Make friends, and learn how to work my friging hair....its always against me. |
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About Me:
Im From Holland.
I live in Spain since i was 11 years old , fucking hate it here its too warm and everything just sucks.
Live with my parents , very strict parents, nothing i do is ever good enough and they complain so much about how i act talk walk dress and stuff, they always tell me to stop acting out and be myself but the truth is i am being myself its just not who they want me to be.
Usually im a pretty depresive person who rarely smiles and people constantly bitch about that but why should i smile if there is nothing to smile about and im not happy, i can be a happy person sometimes but it just depends who im with and if i feel good around those people.
I have a shy nature and usually the other person with me has to start the conversation or anything in order for me to do anything else il just sit there being quiet.
I cut myself, but ive done it so much that slowly i stop feeling the pain.
Im 19 years old , always single  no one seems to love me.
Girls always give me the same exuse when they turn me down "i like you as a friend" or "its because your you" so ive been single for about 2 years now which really raises questions in my mind if im repulsive or something , i dont think its my attitude but you never know with people.
Anyway im always up for a chat i think so if you wana talk to me just add me on msn  Defqon18@live.nl
or on yahoo Defqon18@yahoo.co.uk
cyah |
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