just got back from warped tour yesterday!it was amazing......mosh pits hhahaha i was in one,and i definetely went crowd surfing!it was great!
Did you go to warped tour???or any other concert?
I know... i'm beginning to think that i'm already losing myself...
It gets harder and harder for me to tell who's my true self, who i really am, with each passing day... it's a dead end.
Well, my mother always wanted me, pussed me to be a "scientist", a doctor, but since my brother decided to study medicine things got far worse...
She kept spreading that i'd follow my brother's footsteps without me saying anything like that ofc...
And the next school year is very crucial... i'll have to make a decision, one that would fit voth me and my mother... if that's ever possible.
Thnx for the advise though, it worked, trust me:)
I'll add u on myspace, if that's ok with you ofc.
Just, keep in touch:]
Things are always worse here in Greece, in every aspect you could think of, trust me. And i'm not even exaggerating... it's just like when every other (")european(") country is evolving, we keep living in the f*cking 80's or something, and i can't stand that...
I know that perhaps i'm being selfish, considering the current condition in many of the so-called developing countries, but i simply can't help it.
Well, my mother has tried everything on me, from a psychiatrist to an exorcist [...], and all of that just to make me change, to ...satisfy her need to be in control over me, over everyone.
And the funniest thing of all is how easily she takes pride in my school performances and my ...intelligence ...God!
It's just that i can't help being compared to my elder brother all the time, who btw is "a successful, future doctor", he always envied me, without me even doing anything!
I don't know what to do...
Anyway, i guess i'll follow ur advise, i shouldn't try to change my character, who i am. Instead, it's the others that have to change, but they just can't see it...
Well, i guess that's me:) I'm sorry for making u read all of this, i get over-excited or something at times:]
It was nice to get to know u better:) Should u ever need anyone to talk to, i'll be here for u since we seem to have the same problem:]]
Well, it's not that i don't like Greece, i just find it way too depressing here, too ...primitive:) All i ever get is stupid, narrow-minded people, yelling at me "oh, an "emo"! it's true, it's true!".
Sometimes i just hope i could just disappear from this world and return back when people are actually more human...
I know that i'll always get that kind of reaction everywhere, but it's just that things are so different abroad...
I've travelled a lot, to many countries, and i believe i can tell...
Today was just a nightmare for me... i was forced to make a 2 hour trip to a city nearby to visit a psychologist and return back...
And guess who made me do it, my mother! She kept saying that she would commit suicide if i didn't (it may sound funny, but when u live it, it's not, trust me).
What about u? Is there anything u'd like to tell me?:]
