DreamOfBedlam

Female - 04 Dec 1992 - PSYCHO GROUPIE COCAINE CRAZEH.
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Being as weird as possible to fulfill my dream of being in a mental institution, Wiki-browsing, Yahoo-chatting, Music video making, drawing, anime-loving, writing stories and poems, and advocating the violent death of pedophiles and senicide.
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Change of Pace, Asian Kung Fu Generation, Flyleaf, Fall Out Boy, Panic! At the Disco, Breaking Benjamin, Staind, Creed, Escape The Fate, The Fray, Paramore, The Used, Three Days Grace, 3 Doors Down, Bad Company (I'm such a Daddy's Little Rock-Girl), and P
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Learn to better myself as an Emo N00b of Lvl 1, and to find others who don't think that I'm a worthless stupid whore for cutting myself. (Maybe find a lesbian. I dunno...)
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About Me:
I'm more of a Bohemian-Emo half-breed, because peace signs are much of me. I'm a lover of anime, rock, Japan in general, art, weirdness, and rebellion. I was sexually abused by my grandfather, and that gives me a lot to cut about. I also love online quizes, which say to me I am:

Elite Goth,
Emo,
A beer,
IQ of 135,
Butch Lesbian.
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 The UnKnown   07-18-2008 7:41 pm Reply with quote
oh hahha.
I can't stand horror films.
Lol.

And that's awesome.
I reember the first time I wore eyliner, tears fell from my eye becuase it kinda stinged my eye.
I'm totally use to it know.
I don't wear eye shodow lol
My mom says I'm too young for it and my school doesn't allow it so yeah.

I've been good.
I was a bit seek last week but better know
Very Happy
You?

 The UnKnown   07-02-2008 9:22 am Reply with quote
I know your not girlish. Its just that your name it kinda sounds that way.

Well don't mind her I'm sure she was just teasing you.

It really is. My mom is looking for a second job. She said she was paying my bill on satuerday but the starngest thing happened today! I woke up and check my phone and it was letting me use the internet and text. And I'm sure my mom didn't pay it becuase she is working.

I'm really pissed though. Because my whole memory was eraseed. I'm tlking about everything! My contacts, my notes, my photos. EVERYTHING!!! And sadley even though I can do those stuff, I can't do it becuase I don't have the phone numbers.
Ugh its so frustrating. Ahhhhh!

Well like I told you I didn't have a phone, until now 0.o, so it was pretty boring at home. I have been reading A lot. Which is good.(:

And how you?

 The UnKnown   06-24-2008 3:22 pm Reply with quote
I like that name!
Haha.
Well it kinda does sound girlish but thats who you are.

ohmygod My mom took away everything.
the internet on my phone and all.
haha
bu not because i was being bad, no.
More because she had bills.
So how you been?

Ohmygod yay school is out(:

 InnocentDemon   06-19-2008 6:59 pm Reply with quote
I know what you mean and I think you're right.

 InnocentDemon   06-17-2008 1:16 pm Reply with quote
I have a lot of those same frustrations. I used to live in a town in the east where a neighbor just down the road raped, tortured and burned a girl to death and only got 5 years.
There certainly are a lot of idiots out there in the world who put all of their sympathy in the wrong places. If it were up to me personally, I think that rapist and child molesters should get the death penalty.

I'm glad to hear that you're all making a move to get the laws changed. I think you'll do well helping other people. There are a lot of options out there for it. Therapist, mentor, police officer, school councilor, lawyer and many more.

The only way I could possibly see someone calling her cousin a "hero" would be if you put it into the perspective that he turned his life around from being a disgusting inhuman pile of vomit to actually trying to do something good with his life. I don't think it makes him a "hero" though. If anything it means he's finally paid his due.

 KittensKill   06-17-2008 1:44 am Reply with quote
Just get it done, what can your mother do about it then??

 InnocentDemon   06-16-2008 3:22 pm Reply with quote
Thank you for the respect.

I'm sorry to hear that your therapist isn't doing their job very well. I think you should consider finding a different one.

I think that you should do something with your life to make the justice that you never found. Maybe you should become a social services worker so that you can help children who find themselves in the same circumstances you were in, with no help in sight.

You'll be doing the right thing by lending a hand in getting those types of people locked away and saving another person from the kind of anguish you've had in your own life. You'll also be rising above the abuse and making a happy and meaningful life for yourself instead of one filled simply with anger and sadness.

Wouldn't you have liked a heroine like that when you were young?

 KittensKill   06-16-2008 12:29 am Reply with quote
still looking for a haircut?? get a chelsea.

 DNsDevilAngel   06-13-2008 5:22 pm Reply with quote
at least you told them you cut

 xxbrokenheartparadexx   06-13-2008 3:20 pm Reply with quote
ditto

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