well familys can be like that
ive been through my mom's many broken boyfriends
back when i would cut my knee caps
i would say i fell and slid in the gravel
then when it came to wrists it was hard to hide
but i always blamed it on her shaving razors
she doesnt know but i have like twenty million razors
most are rusted by now
no matter how many cuts ive had
only like three scars show
and your family is just trying to show they care
im sure they truly do care about you
they gave birth to you
its like something that once inside them is slowly fading
dont hate your parents for it
they just love you
thats fucked up LIKE BIG TIME... my parents treat me different too ... my mom wont let me cut with a butter knife im not allowed to take pills without supervision ..( i do it anyways) but yeah .. thats seriously fucked up .. u should tell ur parents ur not a vampire( sorry it sounded funny)
but I'm only moveing in like 3 or 4 months 
what do you plan on doing in NY?