*sigh* i dont know really forest. i dont. i always thought i was loveable. but then why do people always run me into the ground?!? i always give love. when i say i love someone i mean it...not some lust, or like, or fancy...i mean i love them. and i always assume when people say it back they mean it too. but they never do. never ever. *sighs* why dont they mean it?!? =( *muah*
may i scream the fuck outta yer profile? thank you I HATE LIFE OMG I JUST TALKED TO MY EX BF TODAY AND I JUST WANT TO LAY HERE AND DIE AND DONT YOU FUCKING DARE TRY AND GRAB MY HAND TO PULL ME UP JUST LET ME LAY HERE AND FEEL THE PAIN. OMG WHAT DID I DO WRONG? NOTHING NOTHING IS ALL HE CAN TELL ME. HE ISNT GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME .ISNT IT ME THAT DECIDES THAT? GAH WHY ARE ALL GUYS LIKE THIS? WHY? WHY CANT SOMEONE JUST LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I LOVE THEM? ITS IMPOSSIBLE AM I REALLY JUST SOOO UNLOVABLE? OH BUT IM SORRY HE SAID HE DOES LOVE ME. OH YEA SURE HE DOES WHEN HE LEAVES ME FEELING LIKE DEATH WARMED OVER AND I AM FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW INSIDE THOUGH I AM SO CALM ON THE OUTSIDE I LOOK LIKE A PERFECT ANGEL CHILD. PSCH YEA. I JUST WANNA GRAB A FUCKING BLADE AND LET THE PAIN COME. BUT I WONT. NO I WONT. *sighs* sorry. *muah* rel
haha you should see me when i have a mental break down or when im pissed as all hell, all my mates freak out and lock me in my room till i am back to normal ^.^
