***{OmG} I can't believe this is happening. I called her this morning. I started crying just by hearing her voice. IDK why. I think everything is just getting to me.***
***This is too much, you know? I *can't* believe it. It doesn't add up. I mean, he was like my bestfriend. WTF?***
***Are you going to the game?***
**** {thinking, not considering} that I want to go home and mentally/emotionally b.i.o....not physically. I know better than to do that. **** {houseparent mr.w} asked how i felt -this morning- right b4 bus came <I said "awful"...and went upstairs... **** I think you've gone a little wack-o if you think I'd tell 'em. I <3 him but I feel like he judges me more than anyone. The things he says to me affects me more than any other set of authority. IDK why. ****
I {bROken} heart you...<33
**** {thinking} that when he called me a freak-o last*night, his {intentions} was to make me feel better, laugh, maybe **smile?---wtf---like {that} would happen. **** Okay #cuatro just blew me off {when} i was talking aobut my {situation}...go figure!... **** I need my coffee, forel forel. I haven't had it since last Thursday. I can't believe I'm still alive. **** Last night, I really wished that I wasn't. He asked me if I thought it was pointless, and I said "yeah". {which was a lie} IDK. I just know that I >>{had}<< to let him know. It wasn't his fault that I cried for like the {whole} time. It was my fault, right? ****
I {brOkEn} Heart You!<33
umm no your {boyfriend} <<Oh God, that sounds so weird. Anyways, {he} is an effin freak! He has beautiFUL hair. You should ask him for some tips...lol
<33
--lolz--You've so said that before!...Omg, I can't believe he got that for me. I didn't even ask him...I'm so bored. I feel like cutting pictures out of magazines and pasting them...but I can't seem to find any ELMERS GLUE!!
haha, i heart you...
