Looking back to question

Looking down the hall at the girl who I thought was my best friend
It seems like its so hard to let go
Looking through the glass at this girl who was once so innocent
Now what have I become?
I've learned that almost everyone has their time to shine
and those who don't fade out and eventually aren't around no more
Millions of tears are shed
All of them it seems are filled with dread
Words I say filled with hate and insecurity
Things I do without a second thought come back to haunt me
Looking back to question
Every single word i've said
Every single move I made
Every single heart i've broken
Millions more tears run down my face
Putting my heart out on the table
My soul is dying more and more each day
I feel so unloved these days
I feel like i'm not wanted by anyone but him
I hear the words you're saying but I cant quite form the right response
Trying to become a better person
Rewriting my history
Start on a new page
Jot down the silly things you know are never going to happen
I can't seem to take it
Blood seems a little darker
my wings feel a little lighter
Sky seems a little brighter
my heart seems to beat a little harder
All that's of me is a lifeless little body
The little body of the girl you knew and loved

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it was kindof hard to follow...
i didn't quite understand it, you seemed to jump subjects about three times.

^ Indeed.

sorry i tend to do that a lot

sorry i tend to do that a lot :/