k this is my own was havin sum confusin feelins at the time

i thought u loved me, i thought u cared, i dont understand why u just left me there, u act like u want me u act like u dont. what do i do,do i go, do i stay do i give up on you boy do u want me to try.

id live for you id die for u id walk to the ends of the earth for just one minute with u. u watch me iv seen u even if others have or want ur attention, u come and go without a word. i think of u do u think of me do u wonder if we culd ever be.

u want it all u want none of it u use me to get to them, u push me away from them. Theres tension i sense it boiliing within me i want to lash out at u, tell u to shove it. u make me feel like nothing a fly on ur desk, u can treat me like gold then i turn to rubbish in ur way. u can annoy me, confuse me i dont understand and my biggest fault is i lock it away push my feelings aside, change the subject anything but deal with it.

its always been the same see im my own worst enemy. i love people and hate them, i do nothing about it, drown myself in others problems, fix theirs not min, its ok though dont worry one day il be fine even if im not around to see or understand for now il be just fine pretending................

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