What I want,
And what I need,
Is nowhere near,
What you want for me,
But I don’t care,
What you want,
Even if I did
These thoughts would still haunt,
He’s my addiction,
My ecstasy,
But he’s never where I want him,
Never right next to me,
This guy I know,
He was the coolest guy in the world,
Until he left,
He always said I was his girl,
When he said goodbye,
He left with no more than a request,
He told his girl,
He’s done with this test,
People wonder why,
Why I’m so sad,
But they’ll never know,
It’s about something I thought I had.
