I don't know how anyone could do that to someone else..... Lead them on, play with their emotions....

And after he got screwed over by some other girl before we met, I thought he'd never do that to me....

But he did.

Should probably tell you the whole story........

He's a friend of my best friend, and they're in this band together. I met Him at my besties (Ben) birthday party/gathering of close friends. He's been flirty with me ever since. I went to their band practice one day, and we spent the whole day together, just mucking around, cuddling up on the couch, holding hands, all that jazz. He hardly let me leave his side.

Back then he was still getting over that girl who broke his heart.

And then, last weekend, we were at my other best friend's party, and we ended up hooking up. He had his arm around my waist, pulled me onto his lap, and then....... My first kiss, and my second, and my third.......

I thought he wanted to start something serious, I thought he wasn't just using me to get over an ex who used him in the same way.

And when about twenty gatecrashers rocked up and started picking fights with one guy at a time, I made sure he didn't get hurt, I made sure he stayed in the house and didn't stab anyone.

Ben told me that He said He didn't remember anything apart from the fights, but Ben also thinks He's just saying that so noone will give him shit about it. But noone would give him shit about it, His friends all like me, they're all my friends too.

But I found out today that he's with someone else. Someone I didn't even know existed last week. And he says he loves her. "My beautiful girlfriend".... Bullshit. I bet she only likes him for his looks. Me? I actually cared about him. I would've done anything for him.

Why couldn't he love ME?

What THE FUCK is wrong with ME??

How could he hurt me like that, after what that bitch did to him??

I just thought that I found someone who might actually care about me, instead I just got burned. I really can't breathe right now.

wow that really is cold for someone to do.
just think if hes that mean just to use
you then you shouldnt want him in your life
anyway. but that will take some time to get
over cuz from the sounds of it, he tore your
heart out. its happened to me before and truley
it never stops hurting. i've cryed myself to sleep
for almost two months straight. but i try to
think of as good as i can.

wow,
that is pretty bad i guess.
i think you gave us a G-rated version