I have been thinking for a while, that i want to turn in my step-father and uncle for rape and molestation, but i cant bring myself to do it.
I have tried over and over again to tell someone. i just feel so guilty for it, it ha driven me to almost commiting suicide because i cant seem to get what happened during those 4 years out of my mind. My step-father still lives with me and he might get angry and take it out on my brother, like he already does. he says that he runs into the walls, but i know what happens. He wont even talk.

It hurts me deep with my little brother. I want to help him too, but i will never ever leave him in this place alone without someone who cares. Never in his lifetime.The sad thing is that my mother everytime is sitting in the next room without a clue. She doesnt get it, or she just does not care. i dont want to feel this guilt anymore but i cant seem to get rid of it. When i did try to turn them i i got a sad phone call from my step-grandmother saying he didnt do anything and shetold me it was all a dream, dreams are NOT that relistic. You do not remember them half of your lifetime because it scared you. when a man who is 11 years older than you comes intoyour room and you wake up withhim feeling you it does not just go away. but i have been told it was a dream a terrible dream. I just dont know what to do anymore.

you should tell someone. like a counselor at your school or even a teacher. the cops would b a better choice but that can be intimidating. tell someone you trust, if not for you than for you mom and little brother.

You can do it honey. If not for the safety of yourself and your brother, do it because they deserve the anguish, which is just a fraction of what they put you through. *hug*

Babe, this is a must for you and your brother.
Even if when you do try to tell somebody, you get emotional, don't let it stop you.
Those 5 minutes of your life letting it all out will bring happiness to the rest of it.
Go and talk to your teacher, closest friend, ring up a specialist company, but please, don't carry on keeping it all closed up.
The first couple of weeks afterwards will probably be difficult for you, but trust me, after that you will never look back.

Think about it
xx

hey sweetie. i just want to tell you i know how you feel.. i've been through stuff like that before as well. perhaps not from someone so close in the family... but similar enough.
i agree with everyone else who has posted on here you have to tell someone. it's definitely going to be hard. but give yourself that extra push... listen to some of your fav music and think things through. place different scenarios in your head, plan out your responses if necessary, think about what you're going to say and to whom. be smart and help both you and your brother.
in my opinion, i'd say don't approach your mom or any of your relatives... i know, the people closest to you are the ones that love you the most. but when one of them is hurting you, then it doesn't do much good. from experience i found that telling someone who isn't as close to you helps as they're bound to be more open when they're listening to you.
stay strong and smiling (: