It can be anything like singing, cutting, hanging out with friends or even substance abuse. How do you deal with the pain in your life?

And please no harsh judging, give constructive criticism.

I had the most unbelievable urge to reply with one word, I then realised I would be associated with said word for the rest of my days. That would not be good as it would all be born upon a lie, for the word is 'wanking'

How smart I am.

i'll cut myself..even though it doesn't really numb the pain...but it sorta distracts it

The Face wrote: I had the most unbelievable urge to reply with one word, I then realised I would be associated with said word for the rest of my days. That would not be good as it would all be born upon a lie, for the word is 'wanking'

How smart I am.

that was just fucking brilliant xD

Hmmmm and also well i watch and laught sometimes cause i remember when i was 12 or 10 and i begun wachting IT and well i felt mischevious.

Also i use my ability of focus the feelings on something more constructive like work or stuff

sometimes i just play loud death metal ( or death note opening song XD )

and play shooting games or RPGs on my PS2 or PC

Well this may not be wise but, I drink, I smoke, I do a number of different drugs, and I cut.

i write poetry or listen to music loud or both
i used to cut

but i havent in months last time i did was in october

normally im not happier untill i cry myself to sleep

Ok, It's not a good thing, but I Cut (haven't for a while)

I also Take stuff sometimes

not good =/

uhm, thats about it, I tried writing, it's just not the same.

and music helps a bit, but only if I'm like.. moving to it, not dancing, but yea

It's way too early for the forum

*yawns*

xkiddoxneedsxyoux wrote: i write poetry or listen to music loud or both
i used to cut

but i havent in months last time i did was in october

normally im not happier untill i cry myself to sleep

Aww, I'm so sorry.
*hugs*

i usually just talk to people
that makes me feel a lot better
there's some pretty amazing people on emobucket.. you all know who you are =)
i also write some poetry. but thats rare
guitar helps SOMETIMES.

I used to shoot up heroin, but I had too quit before I got too into it.

It was one of the only things that made me feel truly happy.

Killedsoul wrote: I used to shoot up heroin, but I had too quit before I got too into it.

It was one of the only things that made me feel truly happy.

aaww
im glad you had to quit though thats not a good thing to do

Killedsoul wrote: I used to shoot up heroin, but I had too quit before I got too into it.

It was one of the only things that made me feel truly happy.

man, please dont do that stuff, my mom fucked up her life on herion and now i feel like shit, herion is one thing in life i truly hate

i just punch the wall in my room and hit my head!!!

now when i do that it really numbs my pain away!!
i fainy when i hit my head in the wall!!

Im nt proud of it...but i cut...
rachel_tee_1993@hotmail.co.uk