well i never became emo since i can't be music (that'll be awesome though)
i'm just messing with you
umm idk i was always afraid and i was never myself....
i guess it took a huge change when i was in middle school and they started making fun of me (the whole 3 years) guys and girls, the whole classroom, to half the lunchroom, to 1 or 2 people

umm like everyday

and even my "friends" laughed or made fun of me too
and my best friend at the time went out with one of the guys that was the worst he always told me to go kill myself, i need to die.... just stuff like that


yea 3 years of that would usually change a person lol

man i'm trying so hard not to cry

that's why i don't trust, love people, or want to grow close to people... people always let you down
i need to go I'ma make someone be like yea all "emos" are suicidal and stuff lol

just don't kill yourself. no one should get to a stage where they feel like they need to do that - YOU ALL READING THIS?
everyone seems to make fun of suicide on here. on the one hand it can be funny to just throw what the posers say back into their faces via motivator , but on the other hand for the people who (have or will) seriously contemplate suicide, there isn't much room for laughter. although by the time they had gotten to that stage they wouldn't be on EB unless they wanted help to stop themselves.
i'm not saying that everyone here is suicidal, .....(someone else comment, i need sleep)

sweetrevengeforpopsicles wrote: everyone seems to make fun of suicide on here.

been there, tried that... didn't like it much

so yea, i think i've got more right than most to make fun of suicide

i became emo when everyone hated me and i got shit kicked alout and like the love of my life cheated on me and literaly stabed me in the stomace

I laugh at the thought of me being emo. Hahaha.

Well, it all started in eigth grade. I was the popular preppy bitch that everyone love/hated(you know what I mean). I was the bitch that everyone wanted to be best friends with and the one that everyone wanted to kill.

I went through part of highschool like that too.

Then, this summer, I decided that it was time to change. I was so sick of myself. I was so into myself and how amazing I was. I could see that too. So, I started to gradually change. First, the hair came off. The long blonde hair became a short black mess. ANd then, my clothing switched from polos to graphic tees and whatever the hell else I wanted to wear. Bell bottom jeans became a thing of my past. I became indifferent to everything and gave myself a real attitude check.

I wouldn't call me emo or scene, but I am pretty damned close.

I just wish yal coulda seen the look on peoples faces when I went back to school this year. Ha! That was quite the site.

oh fuck

it was the paper hats they made us wear at school
they were ugly and made from old newspaper, from before the war.
and we had to tie our shoes with string
and our trousers were made of grey wool
and we had to patch them ourselves, using our own sin that we shaved off with a piece of paper. old paper at that, so it wasn't sharp.

now you might understand how I became emow

KittensKill wrote: oh fuck

it was the paper hats they made us wear at school
they were ugly and made from old newspaper, from before the war.
and we had to tie our shoes with string
and our trousers were made of grey wool
and we had to patch them ourselves, using our own sin that we shaved off with a piece of paper. old paper at that, so it wasn't sharp.

now you might understand how I became emow

Haha. Wtf? Lmao!!

The music started it, then I just kinda fell into the emo mould, and got piercings and whatnot, until where I am now, I branch off from the stereotypical emo kid to fit my personality, its dark, but it has some rainbows.

knhdj

this is such a joke.
seriously.
why would you brag aobut cutting?!

well when i was in middle skewl i started out kinda gangster and it didnt feel like i was being myself so i turned rckr and got calld poser a lot but i said fck them and fuck off.... then through out 7th and 8th grade i just kinda emoer (is that a word???) but yeah so now i wouldnt call meself emo cus idk y but other ppl do but i just ignor them but w/e

ehh, i wldnt say i "turned" into an "emo" buh iht knda jus happened o.O. idrk

My grandpa died, i got all upset, and found comfort in darkness etc...but i'm not all uughhh i'm so emo...i'm more happy then i was but i still cry when i talk to my bf on the phone...it's depressing.

Hmmmm
Let's see..
I guess it started to begin when I was 11. It gradually started to fully be noticed when I turned 13.Im guessing just from the depression and stress changed me into what I am today....
But I have no problem with it what so ever!

It all happened in a flash.
I was in the backseat of my car.
I was about to do my girlfriend.
You should have seen her. She was hot. Hotter than ice.
I immediately felt a tingly sensation down there. Boy it was getting good.
She took off my shirt and I took off hers.
I showed her mines and she showed me hers.
Oh it felt so good. I liked it. I was feeling naughty and lucky tonight.
Just as I was about to do her, my phone rang.
Turns out, my brother ate the last hot pocket.
I was overfilled with anger and despair.
I couldn't believe it but it was true.
My attitude changed and my girlfriend was never ever able to give me a boner ever again.