" fictioning "

i woke up in the morning
and the sun was brightly shining
finally, i stopped dreaming
coz for this i've long been preparing
my guy and i were consistently dating
today, for six years we're celebrating
and i planned of surprising
for both of us,this date won't be forgetting
so i dialed him up & the other line went ringing
few seconds after, it was his mom talking
i asked her if what my guy was doing
she said "oh dear,he's still sleeping"
it made the day more exciting
took a bath,some perfume & worn my fave bling
suddenly, i felt a nervous feeling
said it was ought to coz myself, to him, i'm finally giving
in their house,i reached his door sneaking
really excited,never thought of knocking
instead, i looked for the key where he's been hiding
his bedroom door, i started unlocking
the next day, i heard my mom crying
voices of my friends were praying
i opened my eyes, they were teary-eyed but smiling
couldn't understand why they were worrying
as i finally started remembering
my senses figured out what's really happening
in my mind was a clear picture flashing
image of my guy and his bestfriend kissing
my boyfriend saw me eyed on them & watching
while the both of them were sexing
his girl bestfriend he was then pushing
and he got up and started dressing
as fast as i could, i kept running
tears on my cheeks were profusely rolling
for the fifth time i caught him cheating
don't know why him, before i was forgiving
alone in my fave spot, hardly i was drinking
played hardcores so loud it was deafening
laughin' and cryin' as i cut deeper on my wrist bleeding
the next thing i knew, i was staring at the hospital ceiling...

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