Cure for Cancer

Cure for Cancer

by SmithyB on 10-10-2008 9:04 am

Cure for cancer

Through all the smiles and laughs,
Through all the tears and crying.
When I say goodbye no matter what,
Inside I'm dying.
Leaving you is like turning off the lights
Darkness with nothing to lead
It’s like falling through life
You’re something that I need

To me you’re the cure for cancer
There’s nothing better or so rare
You give me all the strength I need
To do things I would never dare
Your the reason my heart still beats
The reason I get out of bed
The reason my brain still functions
The reason my soul hasn’t fled

But think down deep inside
Isn’t forgiveness just a mask?
A way to hide and try to forget
All the fights in the past?
Once it’s been accepted
Does it really go away?
Or do u bring it up next time?
Or after a few happy days?

The times we fight are the worst
They over shadow the bads in my past
After the tears, the yelling, the crying
We become strong again at last
We hold each other tight
Wipe away the last tear
Not wanting to ever let go
Thinking it will change from here

I bet you can tell when this was written
And how I was feeling with each line
I am so sorry for what I did
But I now I’m scared that u won’t always be mine
I no it seems stupid, or childish
But it’s my most terrible of all thought
It’s my worse fear that keeps getting closer
Every time we fight and have fought

I’m sorry I said there was no time
I’m sorry I was in a bad mood
But now I’m under too much pressure
With a messed up attitude
My anger is always there
Bubbling so close to the surface
It always used to destroy me
But maybe it’ll be the end of us

I ask you to please deal with my flaw
I know its one flaw out of a hundred
And you’ve probably noticed most of them
But please ignore me when I see red
What I say isn’t my thoughts
They aren’t always how I feel
Its just random crap
That is rarely even real

Aaron I love you and it will never change
I won’t ever give up on us or break
I don’t want u to leave me here alone
I’ll do whatever it will take
When we're together the world dissolves
Until it’s just us alone
But when were apart my world crashes
To a world unknown


Dedicated to Metal Suicide <3

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RE: Cure for Cancer

by MetalSuicide on 10-10-2008 9:08 am

Smile
Yay

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by EmoMunchkin on 10-10-2008 9:14 am

ooooohhhhh
I wish I had blue lipstick and freak scabs all over my body with random hairs poking out of my forehead. I wish I could be like that.

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RE: Cure for Cancer

by PunkRockAngel4Life on 10-10-2008 10:04 am

I love it, amazing<3

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