I cant take it anymore i dont know why
i feel as if im gonna die,
These thoughts and emotions flowing threw my head
just wishing i fell asleep and wake up dead,
I cant stop thinking of anything else
except of the dreams of killing myself,
Why cant i be happy like i used to be
when i was a kid i could be free,
But now im trapped inside this place
leaving everything behind without a trace,
Slowly dying but trying to escape
wondering to myself if this is my fate,
My life meant nothing to this world of pain
no one understood me and its hard to explain,
But it wouldnt matter now because my time is near
so just get it over with i have no fear,
I lay on the floor now bleeding to death
holding the gun that put me to rest,
So please im begging you dont worry about me
my soul is happy because itz now set free,
PLease dont take the path that i had to take
because you now see that i made a mistake,
I loved every single one of you with all of my heart
and even if it stopped beating thats only a start,
Im finally here in this painfree world
starting to be born but soon grow old,
We shall see each other again but not just yet
Because you got a life to live so dont you forget,
This is a goodbye for now and see you till then
Live life the way you want because its not the end.....
