I spend a lot of time on the internet, couse I really got nothing better to do.
People call me a filthy, lesbian gothic. I'm neither but it's actually one of the reasons i think people hate me. And the fact that they don't even take the effort anymore to say mean thing BEHIND my back -,-
I've got 1 little sis, who's quite chav. somethimes whe are great togheter, but when she's got friends over, she acts mean to me (She probably thinks she's cool when she does that
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The worst thing is that my parents always pic her side
I don't have lots of friends, but there are people who are still nice to me. It's stupid, cause one friend was once the girl who made my life miserable xD
I'fe got a boyfriend who I really luf, but i'm quite uncertain about, wel.. everything xD So I act stupid arount him and act like I could live without him. I really luf him, but my problem is that I can't really talk to people who I know in real live. That means no one really knows me, and they don't understand why i'm acting idiotic and dumb in certain ways. I'm scared connecting to people couse i don't wanna be hurt when i lose them. I once had a best friend who actually acts really mean to me now she has a boyfriend.. and one guy i really liked (as a friend) had an accident, and he might not make it. I hate it to love someone, couse in the end, i'll end up hurt..
wow, i talked A LOT
xD
ohw well..
bye! xx
